This is my first fanfic. I hope y'all enjoy it!
-Mary-Alice :D
Alice POV
About a week ago I started to realize that Jasper had started to be distant with me. I know we barley showed public affection, but when we were alone, it was a whole other story. I also noticed the distance between Edward and Bella, ever since he came back, they had been inseparable, until now. I wondered what was going on.
I started to mentally scold myself for being so suspicious. I trusted Jasper as well as I trusted Bella. They would never hurt me; in fact they both loved me. I shook all the negative thoughts out of my head and made my way over to Bella's house.
I was startled when I saw Edward sitting on Bella's front porch steps. I stepped out of my car and made my way over to him. "What's wrong?" I asked. To me, Edward was the brother that I've never had. I cared about him as much as he cared for me. It was a brother/ sister love.
"Nothing" he replied. I could tell he was lying. I knew he didn't even believe himself. "Let's go in," I said. He just shrugged and I rang the doorbell. I was surprised to see that it was Charlie who opened the door and blushed. I wonder why he's blushing. I turned to look at Edward. He looked horrified. "May we come in?" I asked Charlie.
"Sure" he said "Make your self comfortable. Bella and Jasper are upstairs in her room. Why don't go join them?" Jasper was here? I wonder why. I mentally slapped myself for thinking that Jasper would cheat on me. I nearly laughed. Jasper would NEVER cheat on me, ESPECIALLY with my best friend. I saw Edward give Charlie a small smile and go up the stairs to Bella's room. I followed him. I turned the door and stood frozen in the door way as my worst nightmare came true. MY Jasper and MY BEST friend were making out on her bed. Edward cleared his throat. They both turned around to look at us and Bella was blushing madly.
"Why?" I managed to choke out. Edward was glaring at Jasper and it wasn't until Edward whispered "Are you alright?" into my ear that I realized that I was leaning on him. I stood up straight and looked at Edward in the eye No, I'm not okay!! I screamed at him through my thoughts, How do you expect me to be okay, when my best friend and my boyfriend making out?!
Edward finally spoke breaking the silence that was killing me; I needed some sort of explanation. I wasn't worth it, I realized. That's why Jasper left me. He was with me until he found someone better. Edward growled at me and through gritted teeth he said "Never think that! Of course you are worth something!" His eyes were locked on Jasper and Jasper had his arms around Bella "How long? " Edward asked.
This time it was Bella who spoke, "Three weeks after your return" she said it like it was nothing. "Oh" was all I managed to say. I need to get out of here before I kill Isabella, I told Edward. He simply nodded and then he opened the door for me and followed me. Once I was in the safety of my car, I started to sob hysterically. I pulled out of the drive way. I decided to end my life there. My life had no meaning without Jasper. Of to La Push, it was. I made it to the boundary line in less than 5 minutes. I'm not sure; I had no life so I really did not care. The werewolves would be more than happy to kill me. "I'm sorry" I whispered to Edward, Rosalie, Emmett, Carlisle, Esme, even Jasper, and Bella."I hope you will someday understand why I'm doing this." I saw the wolves on the other side waiting to see what I was going to do." I love you all" I whispered before exiting the car and making my way to the boundary line.
Jasper POV
How I fell in love with Bella, I will never know. I was just glad I did. I have never been happier since she agreed to be my girlfriend. We were not still sure of how to break it down to Alice and Edward. We didn't want to hurt them. They hadn't done anything wrong. I started to act coldly around Alice, hoping to lay a hint. She obviously didn't get it. In fact, she was able to get me to have sex with her. I think she used that to prove to herself that I still loved her. I felt horrible the next day. I was leading her on. All the love I felt for her disappeared. I looked back at the past and I realized that since, Bella and I were dating behind Alice's and Edward's back Alice and Edward would get hurt.
I drove Bella home and we went straight up to her room. I kissed her passionately and then I heard the door suddenly open. I paid no attention until I heard someone clear their throat. I turned around and I felt my eyes widen as I realized that Alice and Edward we standing in the doorway in shock. Sadness, anger, pain, and so may negative emotions were going through them at this instant. I was about to speak when Edward opened the door for Alice, and as he left he shot me a death glare. We were going to have to face them later. I heard Bella sniffling. She had just lost her best friends, just like I had. This was very bad. I hugged Bella and whispered comforting words into her ear. She fell asleep in my arms half and hour later and I went out to talk to my family.
