A/N: My first Twilight fanfic, a drabble set during New Moon. BTW, if anyone could recommend a good Jacob/Bella story to me, I would be eternally grateful!
Smile, take the candy. Laugh with him, enjoy things. Make plans to go to the movies. Best friends. But under it all, is there something more? He wants there to be and you know it, but you've tried so hard to avoid any romance. He loves you and you start to wonder exactly how you feel for him.
You love him. You love him, you love him you love him. You've fallen in love with Jacob Black, and you just don't want to admit it because you don't love him in the same way that you love the bastard who made you a mess.
Of course, you love someone else. Of course, you want to just stay friends, but could there be something more under everything? After all, it's Valentine's Day. What better day is there to uncover new feelings?
There is no better day because you have an opportunity right now. Still, how can you face the fact that you're in love with Jacob when you love someone else in a different way? You're trembling with fear inside because you don't know how to tell him.
But you push them away because you want to continue loving someone who could break you so easily. You push them away because you don't want to make your friendship run deeper. You push them away because sometimes life is okay the way it is.
Life will never be okay the way it is, not if you don't let him in right this very second. But you don't. You let things stay the way they are.
To this day you wonder what would have happened if you had just kissed him.
A/N: That wasn't the best thing in the world, but compared to most of the Twilight fics I usually see (this does not apply to everyone, just the brainless fangirls), it's pretty good. Hell, compared to brainless fangirls, I'm freaking Gaston Leroux. By the way, this is part of my Valentine project!
