AN: So, this is my first fan fiction ever. I've never written anything like this so please don't be mad at me if it sucks...
Thank you for reading my fan fiction and enjoy! ^^
The introduction
'Ok'.
Is that all you can say? Ok!? All I could do was nothing but sigh. Great. 5Th time in 4 years.
So. You want to know what has happened in my life? Well, It's complicated.
It started on the 13th of March. The day of my birth. The only one there was my mother. Aerith Gainsborough. My father, Cloud Strife, left my Mom and me when he heard she was pregnant. He left us to be with his lover, Tifa Lockhart. But then again, I've always had my grandfather Ansem, or Ansem the Wise. I've always been his favourite and he's always been there for me.
A little while after I came to earth, mom met a man named Vexen. He was crazy. Literally. He reminded of a crazy scientist. And of course, they had to make a psychopathic little baby. My baby brother Sora. He got his father's crazy behaviour and my mom's hair colour.
Then we have me. Roxas Gainsborough. 13 years old and in the middle of the fucking puberty. I live in Radiant Garden and go to Radiant Garden High School (creative, right?). I got my father's spikey, blond hair. I love music and games. I am pathetic and I haven't got a girlfriend already. 5 girls have said no to me in 4 years and I got the same reaction every time. "Ok." I mean, am I really that bad? Am I so horrible?
And now this last girl I had my crush on, Namine, has apparently become ridiculously popular with the guys. They cling to her like she's their new, cute, little puppy. They've never been interested in her before. But when I started liking her, everybody did. Then I thought ok, it's now or never and I told her I loved her. Of course, her answer was ok.
I could feel all of my depressing feelings back from my old school when I was in a depression. It all came back to me. I put on my gigantic headphones and started to play an old playlist from my phone. It was all just screaming. That my-ears-are-gonna-blow feeling felt good. I turned the volume up. 'I'll watch you choke on the heart's you break. I'm bleeding out every word you said. Go to hell for heaven's sake.' It was all just heaven to my ears.
The rest of my evening just disappeared. I think my mom wanted me to come out for dinner, but I didn't feel like eating. After a while of killing some zombies I looked at the clock. Oh fuck! It's 2:34am! I took of my clothes to just underwear and laid down in my bed. My bed that made it feel like you were lying on it, but with no mattress.
I looked up to see my roof and thought about my life. My pathetic life. And then, I came to a conclusion.
I should take suicide.
