Hello! This is my first fic in english so please try to bare with my bad punctuation and poor vocabulary. Thank you! hope you enjoy!

Also I made a playlist on 8tracks for this fic: /cassettesn/that-winter-she-fell

January 2017

There was no emotion in her, everything felt numb, nothing had taste anymore. She was quietly trying to swallow her bowl of udon, the first disent food she had in awhile

A man next to her was trying to catch his breath.

"H-Hinata" He tried to say with the little breath he had acquired in his lungs. She just kept eating, steady, pulling her hair to the side so it won't get in the way. She loved it, she was proud of how unique the color was and how long it used to be, now it barely touched her shoulders and the cut was poorly done.

He seated next to her. His green eyes started to examine if she was okay, if there was something more to worry about.. They stopped at her wrist covered in white bandages, his heart tightened at the sight of it. "You should be at the hospital; they haven't discharged you."

She kept eating making noises as she slurped the noodles in her mouth. "I was hungry." She needed this food, to get out of there. She didn't want more pitiful eyes or food.

There it was again, that look she felt it in his eyes looking at her wrist, He was the only person that she didn't want to see her like this. "What?"

He got startled with the abruptly sound of her voice and looked her in the eye. It has been a long time since he took the time to appreciate her eyes, they were more white than ever with a little red. She had purple circles around them for the lack of sleep.

She tried to hold her tears. "You never seen a suicidal women eating ramen before?" she said have joking, half serious.

He tried to reach for her hand but she avoided it and hide them in her lap. "I don't want t-to go back. I don't want anyone to save me." Tears were falling down his face. He couldn't bare to face her. He could have had prevented this. Why didn't he do anything sooner? 'Stupid'.

Her hand reached for the chopsticks, digging them in the noodles. She stirred them a little before taking a big portion. She opened her mouth but couldn't make her hand move to reach it. She drop them angrily in the plate, spilling some of the soup on the counter. 'Stop Crying. Stop fucking crying'

"Why?" He looked at her. "Why did you had to save me?" He hugged her. She push him. He pulled her against him so tight he felt he was going to break her. He hid his face on her neck. The smell of lilies was still there under that sickened smell of hospital and pills.

"I don't like this life, Gaara" in a whisper her voice started to break, she didn't have the energy to be out yet. "I'm just so tired of everything"

"Shut up" He was getting scared at her words. 'I'm sorry, this is my fault' He let go and hold her head on his hands making her face him. "I'm sorry. I love you so much Hinata. I can't..." he said softly and sincere, as the first time.

"it's cold." A tear run down her face, after all the crying she had done for the last years there was still some tears in her. "Your hands are cold."

May 2015

He was about to get married that day and not a single cell in his body was feeling any kind of emotion he was supposed to feel. People have warned him that he has going to get really nervous and have a feeling of wanting to throw up. But he was as calm as ever, as if it were any other day.

He slided a little bit in the chair he was sitting at waiting for it all to start. 'At least she is pretty'. His parents prepared an arranged marriage to merge two of the biggest companies in Japan: Sharingan Inc. and the Byakugan's Company.

He didn't even had time to oppose, everything happened so quickly. A few months back he thought this was a horrible idea. They were trying to control his future. But now, the idea wasn't so bad. After seeing her; her image, her voice, her smell, everything had stuck in his brain. She was so pure and innocent that maybe, just maybe she would fall in love with him. He liked the idea of having her by his side, owning her.

"Sasuke, it's almost time" A blonde head popped in the room.

"I know." He let out a big sigh he stood up ready to go and say 'I do'. He follow his friend "Let the show begging"

The music started as she walked thru the altar with his father by his side. A blush in her cheeks, red lipstick and a silhouette that could kill any men. She was looking gorgeous, more than he had imagined. 'I knew it, white makes her skin even more white'

"Aren't you a lucky?" Naruto whispered next to him. "You are about to marry the most gorgeous girl in Japan."

Sasuke smirked agreeing with his friend. His eyes meet with hers for a brief moment before she looked down.

After the ceremony, there was a little reception that lasted until 1AM. They saw their family they hadn't seen in years and talk with their friends about how life was going to be now. He tried to smile, pretending to be happy about it, at everyone that congratulated him. He saw his mother happily talking to everyone, then his father; who was checking his cellphone, and then his brother who was looking at him with his tongue out. Itachi was his older brother, he was so serious before but recently he had been doing those childish things. He couldn't understand what was going on in his mind, maybe he was jealous that it wasn't him who was marrying the girl, that it wasn't him the one who was going to control the company.

Hinata didn't love him. She didn't hate him. He was attractive but that was it. She didn't know anything about him, anything personal. She tried to hear the words of his family and friend but she was too deep in her thoughts trying to see the bright side of marrying the great Uchiha. Maybe she will learn to love him, maybe she will be happy with him. He seems like a decent, healthy kind of guy but that was it, he just seems like that. 'I'm so fake happy' It's what she wanted to scream to everyone but her father teach her better manners than those.

Hinata had a lot of male friends, that's what Sasuke thought after seen her talking with three guys, his cousin and a girl. He couldn't take his eyes off of her, he was burning inside. She saw him and gave him a little smile then turned back to the conversation with her friends.

"Don't worry Sasuke, after this you will have her all by yourself" One of his friends whispered in his ear.

"Suigetsu? I thought I told you not to come" He looked at him with a look that could kill.

"Hey, don't worry I'm just here for the free cake and the ladies" he leaned toward him "Besides, we have things we need to talk about" His voice sounded dead serious.

"Ok" He looked back to see where his parents were at, they were talking to Hinata's father. "Meet me in the balcony in 10 minutes"

"Oh, how romantic"

"Shut up"

"Yes, it seems like the Sobaku No Corporation's it's getting more popular by the day." He heard his father said in the distance. "Maybe, we will have to give them a call some time soon."

The ride back to their new house was full of silence, if someone was there they would have not believe this two just had got married.

He sat on a chair stretching his legs. He closed his eyes and rested his head on his hand.

"I'm going to change." He opened his eyes and looked at her. She was standing infront of him with that beautiful wedding dress "I'm tired and, it seems like you too. W-We should go to sleep." Her face was getting red. She knew what came after the wedding but she didn't want to have sex with him; with a stranger.

She was about to leave but his hand caught her arm and pulled her into the chair making her seat between his legs. Her eyes were wide open with surprise and little sound came out of her mouth when she felt the face of the Uchiha resting on her back.

'Too white', he thought after carefully examining her back. If he made a scratch on it, it would be impossible to hide. "Just a little bit. Stay like this." He pressed his head against her white skin, trying to leave a red mark. It was like a canvas he could paint in.

A kissed on her shoulders, then her neck and he started going down her back. "Sasuke.." He could hear her saying his name "Sasuke, please" She started shaking. The feeling of her fear and the shaking made him more excited, he didn't wanted to stop.

"Sasuke, please I don't want to" Her voice was cracking and it made him comeback to his senses "I-I don't think I'm r-ready for this"

He place a last kiss and hugged her "It's okay. I know, please don't be afraid" He reached for her ear and whispered "I'll wait until you are ready"

There was a long moment of silence before he felt her hands touching his. "Hinata, I promised I will make you fall deeply in love with me"

The shakiness went away after a few minutes. Maybe she could trust her, maybe Sasuke was actually in love with her. She was getting a warm feeling in her heart and decided she wanted to try and fall for her husband "Ok" Maybe everything was going to be okay.