AN: Hey guys this is a new story that I am really into right now. I have so much inspiration for this it's crazy. So I know this one is a keeper and I hope you all enjoy. The beginning is a little rocky. It's been a while since I've written. If anyone has any questions or anything don't be afraid to ask. I hope you all enjoy Forever and Always as much as I am. Because of all this crazy inspiration we may actually be able to have a weekly update, but no promises. Have fun!

Snowy

Disclaimer: I do not own anything twilight or anything else you may recognize in this story (ex: song lyrics, characters, settings ect)

Chapter 1 ~Dreams vs. Reality~

BPOV

(Dream)

Early August was in full bloom as Edward and I laid in our meadow. I glanced at the boy next to me and smiled. His eyes were closed and he took a deep breath. Grease was smudged on his face since he just got out of work. He was currently working at a local mechanic to help take care of us. I turned on my side and looked at him. "Edward…" I said softly. He turned and his emerald green eyes pierced mine. "I love you" A huge grin crossed his strong features.

"I love you more my beautiful Bella; Future Mrs. Cullen." He took my hand with my new engagement ring on and kissed it. He then placed a hand on my stomach and leaned down kissing it "And I love you Baby Cullen, you and mommy are my world." He saw the worried look on my face and frowned "Don't you worry. My job will get us by and some people are wanting me to audition with the piano. We'll make a life together and have children as many as you want." He grinned and kissed me slowly. I then cuddled next to him and looked at him.

"I'm four months Edward, we should tell my dad soon." I said softly and he frowned but nodded. "I would also like for us to talk about names." He gave me a small smile.

"When we announce our engagement we'll announce the pregnancy. How does that sound?" I nodded shyly hiding my face in his neck. "And how about Emma?" I giggled and looked up at him.

"I like Emma but what if it's a boy?" he grinned at me and winked.

"Won't happen, I see a little girl in our future. One who looks just like Mommy and has Daddy wrapped around her little finger." I smiled and kissed him

(End of Dream)

I woke up with a start and sweat pouring down my face. My three year old son was cuddled into my side snoring softly. I pushed his copper hair out of his face and smiled softly down at him. Standing up I noticed it was still dark out but my alarm was out. We must have lost power again. We didn't live in the best neighborhood in Chicago but it was enough for my Anthony and I to get by. I went over to the chair in the corner and grabbed an extra blanket. I wrapped Anthony tightly in it then laid back next to him. The next thing I knew light was shining in my eyes and bright green eyes were giggling next to me. I glanced outside and saw the snow still falling. Wrapping Anthony back up I picked him up. "Come on handsome we need to get you ready for Miss Angela."

"But I want Mama today" he pouted. I sighed he looked just like his father. Hopefully Alice wouldn't mind. I quickly got us both ready and ran to catch the bus. When we got to the little shop in the middle of the busy city and sighed. It was warm and toasty and Alice had hot chocolate ready for both Anthony and I.

"How did you…." I trailed looking at the drinks and taking the wet jackets off of us.

"Intuition. That and Anthony and Addalina both have the same `I want mommy` schedule" she laughed as I saw the little whirl wind run up to me and hug my legs.

"Auntie Bella!" she squealed, I picked the little girl up and smiled at Alice.

"So you don't mind he's here?" I asked and she laughed shaking her head.

"It'll be a slow day anyway with all the snow and power outages. He'll be fine. Speaking of Anthony and being fine. Rose's brother and his band are in town. That man is dreamy" She said with a far off look on her face. She was quiet for a few minutes and then shook her head. "Anyway I already talked to Rose and her dad is willing to babysit all three of our kids. And I thought we could go see them play." I looked at Anthony as he played with some blocks and frowned.

"I don't know Alice… he's only three and he's never met Mr. Hale. I have nothing against her parents I don't. Just… the only people I trust him with is Angela and Mrs. Cope next door. And you and Rose of course! I just don't really trust him with people." Alice frowned then perked up.

"Then see if one of them will watch him. Please Bella! My cousin Emmett is in the band too! You love Emmett. Don't get me wrong I love Anthony and I don't know why his father isn't in his life but then again it isn't my place to know. However back to the point he is a wonderful little boy but you need some time away from him. Some time to go out and have fun with your friends. Bella you are 22 years old. Live a little." I sighed and glanced over at Anthony again. Finally I nodded my head in agreement and she squealed. "We'll pick you out a new dress and we'll make you gorgeous. The boys at the club won't know what to do with themselves. Plus I heard that they have a new band mate that is pretty good looking" she winked and started running around her store looking for a dress.

While Alice was pulling different dresses I went and called Mrs. Cope to see if she could watch Anthony while I went out. She agreed and told me to pack him stuff for the night and she will just keep him the entire night so I can get some rest. I thanked her immensely and then let Alice play dress up for hours.

EPOV

"Are you ready for this Anthony?" I looked up at Jasper and nodded.

My name is Edward but no one calls me it. Not ever since she went missing. I won't let them. It doesn't sound right coming out of anyone's mouth but hers. At first I just thought she was angry with me. She wouldn't call me back, answer the phone or the door. I started to get worried. She was pregnant with our first child and no one had seen her in a week. My parents told me I had to get her to talk to me especially since we were getting married shortly after Emma was born. We would get married and have Emma's baptism the very same day. It just made things easier. So I went every day with flowers, chocolate, things for our Emma. Anything that would just make her speak to me. Everything remained on the porch. Everything. That worried me even more. I tried calling her father. He hadn't heard from her either. No one had heard from her.

Finally after two weeks I broke the glass on the door and broke into the house. I searched everywhere and she was nowhere to be seen in her house either. The nursery was untouched. Only a few dresses were missing and a suitcase. There were ingredients on the counter looking like she was about to cook something when she left. I continued looking around the house looking for some sign of where she might have went. That was when I saw it.

Dear Edward,

By the time you read this I will already be long gone. Knowing you, you probably broke into the house through the back door. These men have been watching the house. I didn't know why or what they want but I'm writing this just in case something happens. I promise nothing will happen to Emma. Hopefully I'm just being silly by writing this but remember I love you. No matter how mad I seem at you.

Love Always

Your Bella.

"Hey man are you okay?" I shook my head and looked up at Jasper.

"Yeah man why?" He looked confused

"You completely zoned out for a good fifteen minutes." I looked down shining up the keys of the piano.

"Oh um just thinking about Emma" I said gently playing a few keys. Jasper smiled at me and pulled out a picture of two little girls out of his wallet.

"This is Lilly and this is Addalina." He said pointing to the picture at a little girl. "Lilly is my niece. I'm hoping to stay here for a couple weeks so I can spend some time with her. I was going to talk to you guys about it after the show. See if it was okay if we stayed for a month." I nodded slowly. It wasn't my band. I don't make the decisions. At that point Emmett came over with a picture on his phone.

"This is Addalina again and Tony" he grinned. "Addalina is my Cousin, Alice's daughter and Tony is her friend Bella's son. Bella is like a sister to me she's awesome and the best cook around." He said as his grin grew but I winced at the name. That was her name. I looked at the picture and couldn't take my eyes off the little boy. His smile was wide and his green eyes sparkled, his bronze hair was everywhere. We were having a girl though. So it couldn't have been them. "Do you have a picture of Emma? You talk about her an awful lot." I shook my head. "Well maybe I can fly you home to see your girls." My head quickly snapped up.

"N-no!" the guys looked at me startled at my outburst. I then sighed. "I don't know where they are. That's why every city we go to I go out searching. I'm trying to find my Bella and our Emma." Jasper looked confused. Before he could say anything I quickly spoke up. "She went missing without a trace in Mid-August before Emma was born. All I know is she isn't in Washington. No one knows where she is though. Emma should be three now. Her due date was Christmas" Jasper sighed.

"Well we'll help you look for them." I nodded

"Thank you Jasper, but I would rather look on my own. It helps me think." Emmett and Jasper looked at each other and nodded.

"At least come to Alice's for dinner Tomorrow night?" Emmett asked. "Alice and Bella always make this big meal because they know I eat a lot but they usually make too much and Tony he is too cute at dinner with his little prayer."

"Yeah that'll be nice. Dinner, thank you for the invitation." Jasper smiled.

"Alright now that that's settled and now we know why you're a shadow in the night every time we go somewhere that isn't Washington let's get this set ready. I know Alice will be there so I want us to do our cover of 'Hey Girl' by Billy Currington and then maybe Anthony, you could do 'A Drop in the Ocean'" he said and continued to go on down the list of what we will play and we got ready for our gig.

AN: Sooooo what do you think? I know it seems a little rocky but I promise all the pieces will get connected eventually. As you can see our love birds are currently apart. But some magic will happen :) Chapter two has the club scene and then I think chapter three will be when they actually see each other again for the first time. Oh! if anyone has any questions or suggestions feel free to PM me or hey review :) Hope you all enjoyed

Snowy