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One night...I was in bed staring up at the stars...and thinking...where the FUCK is my ceiling?!
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Yes, I am a girl . no comments on the point of view please

The first time I saw that girl…and she was crying her eyes out. Oh, my name is Syaoran Li, and that girl I was just talking about…her name's Sakura Kinomoto. She's the new kid around here and her brown hair and green eyes always smiling tells you on first impression that she is total prep material. Not really. Behind her smile she's really just broken and confused…without a friend. Her friend died a few days ago, we all heard about it. Tomoyo or something like that. I was just walking through the park, carrying a sword, intent on finding a quiet place to practice, and out of the blue I found her. At a beautiful lake that reflected the starry and luminous night on its sleek black surface. I heard her sniffles first, and then, becoming curious, I peeked around an old oak and saw her sitting on a bench, holding her face in her hands. I saw tendrils of pretty brown hair sneaking around her fingers and the tear tracks that glistened on her hands. This was the first time I'd ever seen her up close and she looked like a sad moon maiden, she was silvery white because of the light of the moon shining upon her. I crept closer to her, making not a noise.

"Why are you crying?" She stiffened and slowly turned to look at me. "Angels shouldn't cry," I said softly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. She stared at me, I was sure she didn't know what to say. I'm not egotistic or anything, she just looked that way. Her usually smiling face was damp with tears, and that's the only thing that could tell you she had been (and still was) crying. Her eyes weren't red and puffy, and she wasn't sniffling…well not anymore. I could see deep despair in her eyes, and I gathered that she usually hid it well.

"A-ano…it's not anything, please do not worry about me." Her face lit up and I frowned while she forced a smile to come to her face. It didn't reach her eyes, and I knew something was wrong for anyone to act like this, especially prep girl Sakura Kinomoto. She was popular, and I was guessing that was the only reason anyone was really her friend, or lusting after her. I mean, she is pretty, but everyone wants to be at the top. Well, not me. I'm the kind of guy that doesn't care about social status and no one really wants to be my friend because I'm the loner type. I haven't had a girlfriend for a while because of my status.

"You're crying though, what happened?" I tried to get something out of this girl. She was a curiosity. She was so quiet, yet so pretty, so popular, yet so nice. I couldn't help but worry about what happened to make her like this. "Come on, I promise I won't tell anyone if you tell me." I put my hand on her arm lightly, she jerked back, as if she had been burned. She looked at me with frightened eyes and shook her head.

"I can't tell you, and if I did, you just wouldn't understand what I'm telling you." She turned away from me and started to get up, but I grabbed her hand. She tried to jerk free of my hold but I kept my grip on her; she couldn't get away this time. I heard a soft sound of displeasure come from her and she glared daggers at me. I wasn't fazed though, people did that daily to the outcast of the school. I saw a mark right above her elbow, something that looked like finger marks.

"Were you beaten?" Her eyes widened and she looked down at her arm, which she tried to cover up so I wouldn't see it. The problem was that I already saw it. She couldn't undo what I did. If you catch the drift I'm trying to make. See? I can be as much of a dork as a loner. She pulled harder against my hand and I resisted letting her go. She pulled and fought a little before giving up. "I can see that your strength is down. I've seen you flip one the players in our school onto the ground. Now what the hell happened to you?

"I told you! Nothing happened to me! I tripped over a suitcase that my dad was packing for his business trip and I fell down the stairs! Don't try and get involved with me! I don't need help!" I let the girl go at her last words and looked away. She rubbed her wrist and cautiously leaned forward grabbed her hoodie, something that didn't look like it would have a place in her closet. It was all black with a bleeding white rose on the back of it. Come to think of it, she was all in black, different from her normal attire. She was wearing a skin-tight black shirt that said Evenescence is graffiti style type and black trip pants on. She had some boots with buckles up the side and black gloves on. Smudged eyeliner accented her pretty green eyes. My mind was blown; she looked hot in what she was wearing. She pulled on the sweatshirt and turned back to me. "I'm sorry I yelled at you," she said quietly, turning and walking away.

My mind was blown away again. Why did she just say sorry to me? That confuses me. She didn't have to apologize to me; I should have apologized to her for being nosy in all of her business. I guess I'll never understand the world of girls. Aw hell, I just spent all of my practice time on her and I've got a huge test tomorrow. I ran home.

Dear diary,

Don't you think it's stupid that a grown sixteen year old girl has a diary? Well, I think it's kind of stupid and I own this little fucking book. I met this kid today, brown amber kind of eyes and messy brown hair. He was dressed in black and kind of…gorgeous. He asked me what was wrong and I all but short of flipped him off. He seemed kind of surprised to see Sakura Kinomoto in all black. I don't even know his name…I guess I'll find out tomorrow…I feel real bad about yelling at him like that…I have to put up the act tomorrow. And I have to deal with a big test tomorrow...Wish me luck inanimate object!

~Saku.

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