Ok, so I have been reading these stories for a couple of months and have become addicted, after watching last weeks episode I have decided that I was ready to write my own story. A few changes though.

Tommy went to Montana to help out family and has not been back as of yet

Karma did win Instant Star and is bitchy as ever

Sadie and Kwest are already together

Aside from these notes everything else that has happened on the show minus the Tommy interaction has happened. This takes place right after Patsy's accident.

All thoughts are in Italics

Trust in Me:

10:42 pm

"God it's cold, it's freezing in here aren't you cold?" I said as I turned to get any type of reaction from Jamie.

two words just two words that's all I need... thats all I need to hear just two words... Pasty's fine

"What time did they taake her into surgery?" I stated as I continued to pace what they refered to as the 'waiting room'

"4 hours ago" Jamie stated blanky as he continued to stare holes into the clock hanging on the wall.

"There just fixing her, thats all.. there just fixing her" Jude stated as she went to walk towards the entrance of the room.

"They can't fix her Jude" Jamie stated softly

"Shut up, Andrew's this is no time for you to be..." before Jude could say anymore they were interupted by the pressence of a lady in a white coat.

"This girl, in the O.R. are you two here for her?" she asked

"Yes, yes we are.." Jamie stated as he and Jude made there way over to greet the Doctor.

"I am Doctor Adams, I am sorry to have to tell you this but it is important for you two to understand that the damage was too severe there was too much trauma we couldn't do anything to save her, I am sorry but your friend didn't make it." She said with a sincere apology.

Dr. Adams stood there for a minute and at the moment she felt her heart break, She saw the blonde headed girl go straight for what she assumed was the victims boyfriend, embrassing him in a hug. She watched them embrass eachother and knew that at times like these it was going to take them being strong to be able to get through this.

"She's gone.." this was the first time she had heard Jamie speak since they left the hospital, Jude could not beilive it she was just with Patsy no less then 12 hours ago, they were laughing and talking and just hanging out. She knew Patsy was upset after her fight with Jamie but she didnt think it was this bad.. how could she not know things were this bad.

"Jamie, everything is going to be alright ok I know it doesnt seem that way..." before she could finish she was interupted by Jamie opening up the car door and exiting the vechicle. She just sat their infront of his house, she didnt know what she could do to make things better.. her words were empty and her heart was breaking but she had to be strong for Jamie even if no one was going to be strong for her. Patsy was her bestfriend, one of her only 'girlfriends' but she was Jamie's girlfriend and now his heart was broken and for once in a long time it wasn't about her anymore.

12:25 am

Placing her key into the front door and turning it slighty she opened the door to her house, for some reason she couldn't help but be over whelemed by the sense of safety she felt as he stepped into her home.

"Jude, honey is that you?" Jude turned around one she heard her Dad's voice. "Honey whats wrong?" Stuart asked as he stepped closer to his daughter, he could tell that something was wrong she wasnt acting like her self and he knew it. She just stood their, still and silent for the first time in 5 hours. Without any heistation Stuart enveloped his daughter into a hug, and for the first time that day she let herself fall, fall apart into the arms of the second place where she felt safe.