Having Emma was shock enough to Rachel, but having another one now, with a different man was something else. "Hey, Rach, can i come in?" Ross asked, knocking on her bedroom door. Rachel agreed and Ross came in. "I know I said i was fine with the whole, Joshua baby thing but, i can't deal with it. What about emma? What about me?" Ross asked. Rachel started to laugh. "Ross, we've been over this a thousand times. I love emma, she's my first daughter, my first child with my first real love. . you. We're still friends and nothings going to change. I don't love you any more ross, i love joshua." Ross turned his head. "I'm sorry, this baby means a lot to us both. After his divorce and immediate engagement to me, we thought this was a long was off beleive me but now its here, i'm not considering abortion ross." Ross looked back. "I love you rachel, please, we can get back together, make it work we have done before. Abortions happen all the time." Rachel couldn't beleive the man infront of her, Ross gellar was suggesting she had an abortion. "Then why didn't i abort emma then Ross? How would you have felt? How would i have felt? I didn't love you when i fell pregannt with emma. I love joshua so its different, better this time." Ross knew she was right. He was just a stone in the grass to rachel. The man that fathered her child but joshua, he was something entirely different, he was the love of her life, the one man that could make Rachel happy. "I'm sorry, i don't know what came over me. I'm happy you found the right guy rachel. I'm happy you're having a baby just. .just don't forget me and emma ok?" Rachel nodded. She leant over and gave Ross a hug. Joshua came running in. "Rachel, oh rachel thank god your alright." He said, breathless. Rachel got up, "Joshua, what's wrong?" Joshua sat down and waited to catch his breath back. "The hospital rang, asked me why you didn't attend your scan." Rachel clasped her mouth. "I totally forgot i'm so sorry."

"It's ok, i scheduled u back in, get your coat we gotta go." Rachel grabbed a coat from the hanger and ran into Joshua's arms, Ross looked on in despair. "I'm happy for you. ..i'm happy for you. . .i can't do this! RACHEL. . . .I LOVE YOU. . . . . .. ... . .don;t do this to me. ..please!" He pleaded. Rachel looked at him. .she still loved ross, she couldn''t hide that, but what about joshua, she loved him to. He opened her mouth to speak: "...

A cliffhanger! the next parts coming soon. review this one and tell me what you want rachel to say. remember she's engaged to Joshua and carrying his child. . . . .