I OWN NOTHING!!!!!!!!!

'I'm going to die…' Yes I remember thinking that. I thought I was, but I had a vague inclination that I'd live…HA…I have to say that I wasn't expecting what happened to do so…Well here's how it stared:

I thought of his perfect face, those serious, yet kind and humored and sad eyes. His famous smirk etched into his features. His raven hair, wafting in the breeze. I stopped quick to avoid hitting a tree, but I did anyway because of the ice that covered the road. I crashed through the windshield and landed, unharmed except for a broken leg, on the snow about a foot in front of my car. I couldn't stand. I cursed and yelled. A man came out of a nearby house and asked if I was okay. When I said that I couldn't walk, he picked me up gingerly and brought me into his house. Despite my objections, he placed me gently into his bed and got me some soup.

This man was nice…I remember thinking that at the time…I fell asleep.

I woke up about an hour later, my arms were tied to the top bed posts. A leather strap at my waist held my bare stomach and my pulled up knees to the mattress, another held my ankles to the edges of the twin sized bed. I was naked. That wretched man was on top of me. I tried to move, but I couldn't.

"Elizabeth, Elizabeth, Elizabeth…Mustang ain't going to save you this time." He said wickedly. He moved up and knelt above my chest. He thrust himself into my mouth and told me to suck him. I bit it and he whelped in pain. He growled and squeezed my broken leg. I yelled and he thrust his hard back in my mouth. I complied to his demands. He finally, after what seemed like an eternity, gave up on it and began to forcefully kiss me. I refused to kiss him back and kept turning my mouth away from his.

"If you don't kiss me back then I'll kill your precious Colonel."

"LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!!!" I yelled.

"Hmmm." He smirked and moved down to where he could see my womanhood in full view. I cursed and he began to lick my clit. He eventually got bored and shoved his tongue into my vagina. I gasped in pain. He felt my barrier and smiled.

"Still a virgin? A little ho like you?" He shoved himself into me, full force. Blood left me and splashed against his thighs, I yelled in pain. I magically lived through the pain of the rape, I'm not sure how.

He untied my hands just long enough to tie them together and pulled me to his car, still naked. He drove me to the woods and pushed me out of the car into the snow and drove off. I passed out.

"Riza? RIZA! Oh my, GOD…NO!!! Riza, Riza, Riza come on wake up. Please, I– I can't live without…you…Riza…I'm taking you home…you need a doctor. Ugh…OK, come on…" I felt myself being lifted into the air and in the arms of my love. I let a sigh escape me. I opened my eyes when I felt myself being put down in a seat. Roy smiled down at me, but I could tell that he had been crying AND I could tell that he was still worried. I had no idea how he had found out, but I was sure glad that he did.

"R…Roy…" I moaned and leaned into his warm, inviting chest.

"Riza, relax…I'm taking you home."

"My key's are in the mailbox." I managed to say as he helped me sit back.

"OK, get some sleep, I'll dress you when we get to your house and I'll call a doctor." I just smiled, refused to fall asleep. I wouldn't make that mistake again.

"Miss. Hawkeye? You're fine. You have a minor injury of the vagina and a fractured leg, but you don't have a major injury."

"Thank you doctor." I mumbled and looked to Roy who was smiling reassuringly. I smiled back and looked at the doctor.

"Here's my bill, you can come to the office as soon as possible to get a cast and here's a prescription for a pain killer."

"Thank you again, doctor. Roy, can you please let him out." I said sweetly even though I was pissed. I smiled cutely at Roy and he smiled back and did what I said. I heard him thank the doctor and then he came back to my side. He took my hand and kissed the knuckles.

"How do you really feel?"

"I'm angry, confused, sad…"

"Sad?"

"I was saving my virginity for…someone else…" I knew that I had blushed and he smiled and kissed my cheek.

"I think he'll forgive you, it wasn't your fault."

"I didn't stop him…"

"You tried, you were strapped to a bed, you couldn't do much…and he probably threatened you too…" I could hear the anger rising in his words. I kissed him, full on the lips. He kissed back and hand me.

"Roy, he…he said that…he'd…k…kill you…" I broke down crying in his arms.

"Shhh…it's okay now, we're both safe for the most part." He kissed my forehead and gently got into the bed behind me so my back was pressed against his chest and his back was on the headboard.

"I…I…I love you, Roy…" I said, taking ragged breaths, recovering from my breakdown.

"I love you, too, Rize." He said and hugged me close to him. Pet names? Ugh... we're such losers...

Riza: Questions? Comments? Concerns? Please let me know, I may even have the next chapter up by tonight, not a 100 chance, but it's possible:) Thanks for reading, stay tuned! I WILL GO MORE IN DEPTH IN THE NEXT CHAPTER, SO DON'T BURN ME, CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM AND LOVE NOTE ONLY PLEASE :)

Will Riza be okay?

What about Roy?

What will their future hold?

What's gonna happen with the rapist?

TO BE CONTINUED