Chapter 1

I am not Stephanie Meyer, I do not own this characters.

"I'm sorry Edward I just can't live without him".

I looked up to see his face. It was expressionless; like his body was there but is soul was gone.

"Ok" he said simply, nodding his head.

And then he was gone. It felt cold as I watched the dark figure move rather slowly into the forest.

I sighed and walked over to my bed side table and picked up my cell phone.

I dialed the number I knew so well.

"Hello" said the low voice on the other end of the phone.

"Hey Jake it's me" I smiled.

"Hey me" he laughed into the phone and my heart melted when I heard it.

"Soooo, I told him" I said quietly.

There was a long pause before he said, "What did he say" he said gravely.

"Nothing he just left".

"Oh that's good I was expecting him to cry or something" he said sounding surprised.

"Yeah it wasn't really what I was expecting either" I said quietly.

"Mmm, interesting" Jacob mumbled.

"Yeah, so Jake I was wondering would you maybe sleep here tonight"? I asked nervously.

"What at your house?" he asked sounding excited.

"Yeah its just the I haven't' slept by myself in so long and I think I'll get scared, it's ok if you don't won't to I just-

"Oh Bella you make me laugh, I would love to sleep at your house, I'll be there before you know it".

"Oh thanks Jake, I sighed in relief, see you soon".

"Yeah see you in a minute".

I put my phone down and lay down on my bed. I couldn't believe I'd actually done it. I'd let actually let Edward go. It was hard, very very hard but in the end I knew what was best to do and that was to be with Jacob. Of course I would always love Edward, in a way. But for the past few months all I thought about was Jacob and I knew I was leaving a lie. So after much heart ache I finally got up the courage to tell Edward I did not want him the same way anymore. It hurt, yes, for me as well but I knew that it would all turn out good for everyone in the end. I just hoped that Edward would find someone who would love him the same way I once did. That was what scared me the most. How much Edward would be hurting.

My thoughts were interrupted by a loud tapping at my bedroom window and I looked up to see a pair of marvelous white teeth grinning at me.

I laughed and walked over to my window and opened it.

"May I help you young man?" I asked in my most clipped English accent.

"Yes I'm terribly sorry my lady but I have seem to have lost my way and I was wondering if there was any possibility for you to let me rest with you tonight?" he replied.

"Oh I don't know" I replied casually.

But apparently I didn't have much say in it as my lips were quickly covered by his as he was suddenly in my room and began to pull us over to the bed.

"Jake I don't know if Charlie's asleep yet" I whispered.

"It's ok, we'll be quiet" he replied with a cheeky grin.

I giggled as he began to remove my top and I replied by turning my bedside light of and whispering loudly, "Jacob Black"!

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