Prologue
He didn't want me that was the simple enough fact, but I'll never get over him. Even now as I see the trigger being pulled, I hear it, the sweetest sound I could hear his voice. Everything was in slow motion, you know like on those action movies to make it more exciting. I felt myself fall to my knees and I could see the red liquid pouring out of my neck and stomach, and despite of myself, I smiled actually smiled because I could hear him and he was angry. To my eyes it looked like I was looking through red glasses, I was numb; I couldn't feel the pain…..yet! I felt like I was getting dragged underwater getting pulled deeper and deeper, I had stopped fighting. The last thing I saw was Edward, (and even now at the point of death his being there killed me in side) his face still inhumanely beautiful but at the moment it was twisted into pain and anguish.