A/N: This was written because… I'm not sure why. Special thanks to my beta, Brokenshardsofmyheart99! Well, it's a bit sad… or that's just me. Anyways, each chapter will hold a different song, hence the name of the story… Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own YYH or I'm sorry by Buckcherry.
Go Wherever You Will Go
Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
Hiei finished slaying the ring of demons around him. It had taken him the longest due to the fact that every single one was aiming for him. It drove him into a fit of rage, which came in handy in the end. So far, he had spent two months in the Makai. And in all that time, not once did he contact his beloved. The fire demon felt a bit bad, but he was certain that Kurama understood. After all, he had to do it, and the fox knew that.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
Having cleaned his sword free of all the blood and dirt, he headed to Mukuro's stronghold for much needed rest. Unfortunately, demon world had been experiencing a civil war between demons that wanted to break through to the human world, and those that opposed them. Both sides held compelling arguments that held no interest to Hiei, he would leave that to the rulers. He laid on his messy bed and thought about all the humans he knew in demon world. The only one that he cared for more was Kurama, and he was certain that the war would end before it could escalate to other worlds. The fire demon closed his eyes and fell asleep, waiting silently for the fights yet to come.
This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
"Hiei…" Kurama whispered. His eyes were solely concentrated on the window that the fire demon still used to enter through. He would have laughed at the thought of Hiei coming in through the window if it didn't cause him to feel a pang of pain deep in his chest. He sighed and went over to his bed. His mind began to think of all the things that Hiei could be doing now. None of them involved death… And he hoped it stayed that way. Though he often felt that he didn't deserve to love at all, he knew that he was lucky and blessed to have it for so long. "Please, come back soon. My only wish is for you to be safe and happy. Nothing more." Kurama bit his lip and fought back the tears hidden behind his jade eyes.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
The fire demon woke up with a jolt. It was still night, but he had had a dream… It was pleasant to say the least to him. "Hn… I'm still dreaming of you, Kurama," he said with a yawn. He laid back down and slept for the remaining hours that he had left.
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry
The sunlight entered his room and woke him up. Kurama sat on his bed and stretched. The night had been kind to him for the first time in ages. The dream he had was actually a memory of the first time he gave himself to Hiei, one of his most cherished memories. The fox stood up and began to get ready for the day, even though today he didn't need to work at all. Once he was done grooming himself, he tidied up his home and ate a light breakfast. Regrettably, he had turned on the television and images of a war-torn country were being passed. They were gruesome, and he felt awful for the humans living in that country… And yet, he only thought about Hiei's welfare. Nothing in this world kept him from thinking about his beloved.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.
"Now, then… Are you all ready to fight? Things are getting more hectic by the minute and, we don't exactly have time nor luck on our side. That means only one thing- You pathetic weaklings have the entire demon world on your shoulder, so don't screw it up!" Mukuro barked. She had been disappointed in some of their performances in battle lately. Hiei actually sided with her in this. He was one of the few that actually fought with everything he had, without playing games or being afraid to die.
"The war's not over by a long-shot…" the fire demon muttered as he ignored the rest of his Commander's babbling. He now solely focused on finishing the war, so he could return to his love. "Soon, Kurama, soon," he vowed.
TBC…?
A/N: Continue or not? And the song is from Hiei's point of view, just so you know. I think there will be like four more chapters or so, only if people are interested though. I feel that I should dedicate this to my two friends in the military. I can only wish them luck. Oh, and the war-torn country reference came from watching the news. I just happened to hear about how things are in Darfur.
