Will You Marry Me
A/N- The idea is sort of based off of Sleepy1177's I Think I Wanna Marry You and I did ask Him/Her for permission to use the idea but our stories are different, as you can probably tell by the description and pairing. I don't want to look like I'm stealing his/her story but there may be some similar aspects as the concept is the same. I don't steal and if I see an idea I like then I may try to write my own version. I do have permission to use the idea from the original author.
Chapter 1
(Tris)
"Tris! I understand that you're scared but its been a year. Surely you know I'm not going to hurt you by now or just leave." Tobias says sighing dejectedly and I nod my head, looking anywhere but his face.
"Four, you don't understand." That's when he looks really hurt, I couldn't even bring myself to use his real name with with what I'm about to tell him.
"I think we should end it. I'm sorry Four but you don't treat me like your girlfriend you treat me like your initiate. I'm not scared of you Four but I don't want you in that way." I say and get up, slipping my shoes on and walking away. He doesn't support my decision to become a leader and he keeps trying to push me into have sex. I'm not attracted to him and I don't understand why, it just isn't working and its not his fault not really its me.
I knock on Lynn's door gently and wait for her to answer. We've gotten really close, especially after my falling out with Christina and Will. They made new friends and ditched me. I'm really close to Lynn, Marlene, Uriah, Zeke and Shauna now. Lynn opens the door and sees the look on my face, pulling me into her.
"Me and Four broke up." I cry into her shoulder and she brings me into her apartment, closing the door behind her.
"Hey come on Tris, don't cry." She says and strokes my hair gently, sitting me down on the couch. I love spending time with Lynn, I feel like I can just be myself around her and now who I'm pretending to be.
"Want some Juice? Water? Coffee?" She asks and I give her a look which makes her laugh loudly. She knows what I need and its much stronger then Juice or Coffee.
"You know what, lets go out for a drink. I'm finding you a skimpy dress and we're gonna go for a drink." She says and goes to her closet, grabbing a black dress with lace on it. It looks like I would go to just bellow my but and I shake my head, looking at the scrap of fabric.
"We're going out and you are wearing this dress." She says and I walk up to her closet, grabbing another short black dress.
"Only if you wear this one." I say with a small smirk and she shrugs. She probably looks really good in this dress.
"Go on! Get changed!" She slaps my ass and I laugh softly, wiping my eyes gently again.
"Okay."
Lynn leads me into the club titled 'Heaven' and the music is really intense and loud and the whole place shakes with every beat. Lynn grabs me and yanks me onto the dance floor, twirling me around to face her. We're close to one another, chest to chest, face to face close. Its not uncomfortably close its invigoratingly close. It makes every cell in my body spring to life and I become hyper aware of everything around me.
"You can dance with me tonight Sexy!" She says and I laugh loudly, dancing with her as the music pounds in my ears. Lots of people are making out and dancing and jumping about. The atmosphere in here is amazing. I can't believe I've never done anything like this before.
"Dauntless' first stiff first jumper. You're wasted in Tori's shop. Leadership is always open." Max says and I smile at him shaking my head. Leadership just isn't me. I like working with Tori and doing tattoo's. Max is dancing with Lily, His wife and they seem to be having a very good time. I roll my eyes and I feel Lynn's hands brush against my hips. My breath hitches and I look into her deep green eyes. She smirks and she knows exactly what she's doing to me.
"Let's get a drink." She says and leads me over to the bar. There isn't really anyone over here except for two men who are intently making out on one of the bar stools. Lynn gets the attention of the bar tender and he walks over to us.
"What can I get you two lovely ladies?" He asks and eyes me up and down once. Its this dress. I keep getting checked out and on the way here I was hit on three times. I'm not sure if having a one night stand will really help me after what happened with To-Four. I'm not just looking for sex and I definitely am not looking for another guy. I'm just not attracted to guys. I mean I can understand why others think they're hot and appreciate the hotness, If that's a word, but I don't find them attractive.
"Two Mojito's please." She says and I look at her with confused eyes. I have no idea what a Mojito is but I trust Lynn not to poison me. She's good with all that alcohol stuff. I'm very inexperienced when it comes to Alcohol. Four always said Drinking was bad and getting drunk was even worse.
"Lime juice, sparkling water, white rum, mint, sugar. Its good, trust me." She says and the bartender puts two drinks on the bar. They're green and smell good. Minty and citrusy, like Key Lime Pie that is substitute for Dauntless cake on Sunday, as the ingredients arrive on Monday Morning, and Toothpaste.
"It burns a bit but its nice." She says and I sip the drink, coughing as I feel it burn my throat. She laughs and sips her own drink, taking a much larger and brave sip then I do.
"Atta girl." She says and keeps her arm tightly wrapped around my waist. She's drawing patterns on my waist and it feels nice. Almost comforting. A guy approaches us and Lynn narrows her eyes. She looks pissed off.
"Back off buddy! This ones mine." She says and I blush brightly, snuggling into her shoulder. She sips her drink again, brushing her thumb across my cheek.
"I don't know if I even like girls." I say and she strokes my hair, pulling up one of my curls. She twists it around her finger and then begins to play with another curl.
"I'm never wrong Tris. The reason it didn't work with Four not because there's anything wrong with him or you. Its because you're different but not in a bad way. Its obvious that you don't like men, the way you act around them and the fact that you don't seem the least bit interested in them." She says and I look deeply into her eyes, grabbing my drink and taking a big gulp. She smiles and continues to stroke my hair, keeping me calm.
"I think you might be right." I whisper and she smirks at me, twirling me around again causing me to laugh again.
"Let's dance some more." She says and downs the rest of her drink. She looks at me expectantly and I down the rest of it, coughing when I feel it sting the back of my throat again.
Several drinks later and more dances me and Lynn end up sitting in the corner making out and I've got to say, this is the best kiss I've ever had in my entire life. I mean I've only ever kissed Four but kisses with him were awkward and stiff at best. She is so talented and she dominates the kiss. She's very dominant in everything she does and I have to admit it turns me on something fierce. She grips my waist and forces her tongue into my mouth. I moan into the kiss and she grips my long blonde curls in her hands. My arms are wrapped around her neck and I blink disorientated as she pulls away from me.
"I want you." She says and presses her lips to my neck, sucking on my skin hard. I mewl softly and expose my neck giving her more access to my neck and my skin. She holds me tightly and licks the marks she leaves, moaning at the taste of my skin.
"I'm not just some one night stand." I murmur and kiss her neck as she kisses mine. The loud music is long since forgotten and its like its just me and her in this room, no one else.
"Its not like that." She says and I roll my eyes, tipping my head back as she bites my neck gently. My head rolls around and she kisses a spot that makes me moan loudly. I feel her smirk against my skin and she becomes more savage in her attack on my neck. She bites and sucks and licks my neck driving my senses wild and making me hyper aware of her hands on my body and them slipping down to my knee. She slides her hand up a little and I write in her lap.
"I didn't even know I liked girls until about an hour ago and now you just wanna screw." I mumble and she holds me tightly, kissing me harder and pressing her lips to my skin with almost a bruising force. She finally comes up to breath for a second and pants looking into my eyes. She smirks and I miss her lips on my skin. I don't know if this is the alcohol talking but I think I'm in love with this girl.
"But you want it."