Rachel and Noah 'Puck' Puckerman couldn't be anymore different. Rachel loved to study while Puck likes to flirt with his teachers just to get a D. Rachel liked being on time to places while Puck gets there when he gets there. Rachel loves her Broadway collection while Puck was exclusive to his Van Halen collection. Rachel's had her life planned since she was two while Puck still has no clue what he's doing. These two siblings were as different as night and day, but there's one thing they had in common. One thing that they would fight to no ends for. That thing was Santana Lopez.
Both of them were madly in love with her, but it was Rachel who won her heart. Santana and Rachel have been dating for six months now and they seem like the perfect couple, but Puck knows better. He knows that his sister has been pushing Santana into saying the three words that he knows the latina fears the most. It's not that Santana didn't feel that way, but she was afraid. Rachel and Puck both know why that is. Santana always has this feeling that she's everybody's second choice.
When she had sex with Finn he made a point to tell her it meant nothing to him, because he wanted Rachel, Sam only dated her to get back at Quinn for cheating on him, and Brittany told her they could be together only if her and Artie break up. Going through all of that could really fuck with a person's head. Rachel never meant to pushpp Santana into something she's boy ready for. She just thought after being together for six months that Santana would be able to tell her how she really feels.
It's a fight that they're having more often now. A fight that Puck has heard coming from his sister's room plenty of times that he thinks that it's only a matter of time until they break up and Santana will finally be his. He's almost sure of it as he listens to the yelling that's coming from his down the hall right now
"You know how I feel about you!" Santana shouts before throwing herself on her girlfriend's bed
"No I don't know, Santana!" Rachel shouts back "I tell you I love you everyday! I love you! I love you! I love you! They're three simple words! Why is it so hard for you to say!"
"Because, every time I do I get my heart broken!" Rachel has been so understating when it came to Santana's feelings about saying 'I love you', but she knows that Santana loves her. She just wants to hear her say it
"I'm not leaving you, Santana! I know you've had situations in the past where you felt like somebody's second choice, but you're my first everything! There's no one else I'd rather be with!" Rachel makes it a point to remind Santana this everyday, but lately she's been wondering what'd the point? Santana's never going to believe her
"I'm sorry if I have my doubts!" Santana sobs "Everyone who says they love me leaves me! I want to believe you, Rachel! I want to tell you exactly how I feel about you without being scared, but I can't!"
"What more can I do to prove it to you! I stopped talking to Finn, because you didn't like it! I'm constantly turning people down when they flirt with me, because I'm taken! I wear this stupid promise ring to show everybody that I belong to you!" When Rachel notices the hurt in Santana's eyes she knows she's gone too far "San, I'm-"
"Stupid promise ring?" Santana shouts "Stupid? The promise rings were your idea! You said it was a way of saying what I was too afraid to say! You promised you wouldn't push me into saying something I wasn't ready for! You don't get to decide when I'm ready to tell you how I feel!"
"Are you ever going to be ready?" Rachel shouts "I love you, Santana! I love you! Will it physically hurt you to say it back?"
"I don't want to fight anymore." Santana sobs before running out of her girlfriend's bedroom and down the hall. She was heading to the staircase when she ran into Puck
"Hey hey hey." He says before wrapping his arms around Santana "It's alright."
"It's not alright, Puck!" Santana cries into his chest "Why is she pushing this?"
"I don't know, Santana." Puck knew this was his chance. With Santana fighting with Santana means this was the perfect time to make Santana realize that it's really him that he belongs with "Do you want to talk in my room? I know you already told your parents you're staying and you're in no condition to drive home."
"Ok." Santana says before they walk into Puck's room and sit on his bed
"So talk." Puck says pretending he didn't hear everything and doesn't know exactly what's going on
"She wants me to tell her I love her." Santana chokes out between sobs
"Don't you?" Puck asks
"Of course I do." Puck isn't hurt at all by this, because he knows. He knows that Santana loves his sister, but that doesn't stop him. He loves Santana and in time she'll learn to love him too "It's just so hard to say when you've been hurt so many times."
"Shhh...I know, baby." Puck tries comforting her by wrapping his arms around her "You're right, Santana. She can't force you to say you love her. You have to say it when you're ready."
"Why do I feel so bad then?" Santana asks lying her head on Puck's shoulder "Maybe I should talk to her."
"No!" Puck shouts before Santana has a chance to move "I mean, she'll come around. Just give her time."
"Ok." Santana nods
"I love you, Santana." Puck whispers "I love you so much."
"What?" Santana asks pulling away from Puck
"I love you." He repeats before kissing her "I don't expect you to say it back. I know you don't love me the way I love you, but I would never push you into loving me. I'll wait as long as it takes for you to be ready to love me. You're definitely worth waiting for." Santana smiles weakly at Puck's words. That's all she wanted to hear from Rachel. That she would wait for her. She use to say it. Rachel would always tell Santana that she would wait as long as it takes, but lately she's been pushing Santana. She promised she wouldn't force her to tell her how she feels just like Puck was telling her right now. He's saying the very things that made Santana fall in love with Rachel. So, without even thinking about it, Santana crashes her lips against Puck's
Santana doesn't bother going slow. She just shoves her tongue down Puck's throat. Puck lets Santana do whatever she wants. He might be taking advantage of his sister's girlfriend, but he's not going to force himself on her. He just wants Santana and he'll take her however he can get her. So when she pushes him on the bed and straddles him, he doesn't fight her. He doesn't tell her that he's the man and should be in control of this situation. Instead he sits back and allows her to do what she pleases.
Santana starts kissing Puck's neck leaving very noticeable marks. He was saying all the right things to make her feel safe and secure. Promising not to push her and telling her she was worth the wait was all she ever wanted. She wanted to know that someone cared enough to wait for her. To know that they weren't just waiting for someone better to come along. That it was only her they wanted and no one else
"Tell me again." Santana says still kissing Puck's neck "Tell me you'll wait for me and never push me to do something I'm not ready for."
"I'll wait for you as long as it takes." Puck says "I'll never push you into saying you love me. I'll wait patiently for you to be ready. I love you, Santana. You don't have to say it back."
"Prove it." Santana pleads before taking her shirt off "Prove that you love me and want nothing in return." That's all Puck needed to hear before flipping her over and kissing her softly. This was it. His chance to prove how much he deserved Santana and how she should be with him instead of Rachel. Puck smiles as he unclasps Santana's bra and throws it across the room. He sucks one of her nipples into his mouth while he rolls the other one between his thumb and index finger.
Santana starts rubbing her legs together trying to gain some sort of friction. She doesn't want to rush this though. She wants it to feel like it use to feel. When Rachel made her feel safe and didn't try to force her to telling her how I feel. When Santana didn't feel like she had to tell Rachel how she felt. When she thought that Rachel just knew. That's not the case anymore though. She didn't feel safe anymore. She felt like she was suffocating. Like she was being forced to do something she didn't want to do
"Puck." Santana whimpers "Please."
Puck nods releasing Santana's nipple with a pop before he lifts her cheerios skirt and pulls down her underwear. He smirks to himself before he licks the entire length of Santana's slit. He absolutely loves the way she shiver under his touch. He's imagined doing this to her a million times before, but this was way better than any fantasy he's ever had. He's finally tasted the woman he's been in love with for as long as he can remember and he wants more. So, he spreads her open and shoves his tongue deep inside her
"Fuck!"
Puck has never felt so smug as he did in that moment. Listening to the way he was effecting Santana sent his entire body into overdrive as he sticks two fingers inside her and sucks her clit into his mouth
"Oh God." Santana moans. She knows this is wrong. She knows she should of stopped this a long time ago, but she's too far gone now. She needs Puck. She needs to feel safe again "Puck!" She shouts as cums in his mouth. Puck wipes his mouth clean before he starts kissing up Santana's body
"I want to make love to you, Santana." He says before kissins her lips softly "But, I won't do it if you don't want me to. I'll wait as long as it takes to have the chance to be with you that way. This is all about you."
Santana takes a minute to think about it. Puck was saying all the things she wanted to hear. He's making her feel safe and loved. Not that Rachel didn't make her feel loved, because she did. She just didn't make her feel safe anymore. Puck was here giving her everything she was asking for and not pushing her for anything in return. That made her decision easy
"Do it, Puck." Santana says before pulling him in for a rough kiss "Make love to me."
Puck nods before he hops off the bed and sheds off all of his clothes revealing how hard he was for Santana. He unzips Santana's skirt and slowly pulls it down her legs. Puck hops onto the bed and grabs his dick to guide it to Santana's entrance and starts moving slowly. He wants nothing more than to fuck her with all his might, but this isn't about fucking her. It's about proving that it's him she should be with not Rachel.
"Faster." Santana whimpers
Puck is all too happy to oblige as he starts thrusting at a much faster pace. Santana closes her eyes and tries to remember this feeling. The feeling of being someone's number one. Feeling like someone cares enough to wait forever to love them back
"Oh God!...Fuck!...I'm so close!" Santana shouts as she clenches around Puck
"Me too." Puck says as he increases his speed "Cum with me, Baby."
"Oh God!...Oh!...Puck!"
"Santana!" They shout at the same time as they cum together
"What the hell?" Santana and Puck don't even have time to recover from their orgasms when they hear Rachel's voice
"Rachel!" Santana shouts pushing Puck off of her "Baby-"
"Don't!' Rachel shouts cutting her off "Just don't." She cries before turning to leave, but Santana grabs her wrist
"Baby, I'm sorry." Santana sobs. She didn't realize just how wrong this was until she saw Rachel's face. She shouldn't of done this. She should of just left like she planned "I love you." Rachel huffs before she pulls herself away from Santana
"This is what it takes for you to say you love me!" Rachel shouts "I'd rather you didn't say it at all." She cries before running out of the room leaving Santana crying and Puck mist watching the whole thing. He was so sure he would be happy about this, but he feels guilty as he watches his sister and the girl he loves break right in front him. He knows he really fucked up this time. Can he even fix this?