"put the gun Down!" Sean Renard ordered again with his gun aimed at Terra. He didn't want to shoot her but he will if he had to. he had never seen such hate in any one's eyes before let alone hers. "Terra put the gun down," he begged. Terra pressed the gun gun to the king's forhead. "Terra don't make me do this," he pleaded. She didn't move or say a word she just kept her burning silver eyes fixed on Renard's father.

~three months earlier~

Terra's POV

My broken ribs ached as I threw another punch at the punching bag. My breaths came in sharp and stung my buring lungs. It was the only thing I could feel now a days. I had lost all but one reason to wake up in the morning, my son's revenge. I threw another punch just as Nick walked in to the room i was once again barrowing from him.

"going for a fourth time?" he asked refering to the other three times I've popped my stitches. I threw another punch ignoring his question. "I saw Captain Renard today," he told me.

"You work for him of course you're going to see him," I round house the punching bag.

"He was asking about you," I hit the bag again.

"and I care why?" I asked him with an annoyed tone.

"Terra you haven't seen or spoken to him since," I cut him off.

"I know!" I snapped at him, "since the day he decided to walk out of my life forever."

"Terra," I gave him a lethal look.

"I'm leaving so don't bother lecturing me." I grabbed my jacket off the chair and left the room. I had enough with all of them. they all tried to get me to stop and forget about it. but how could I? my poor baby... I shook the thought from my head. I pulled my hood over my head and I kept walking down the street.

~OO~

I entered the cabin after I secured the property. I walked int the living room and i went strieght to the secret hatch. I kick the rug out of the way and I opened the hatch door. When I discovered I was returning to Portland I had my aunt's books secretly shipped here and I hide them here. no one knew that they existed or that I even had them. I had read everything I could about the Royals in Nick's books and I knew my books had more. I did many online searches on the surviving royals especually the Renard family. but none of it was of any use to me. The only one that could help me cut all times with me all together.

"but there's some one else," I mumbled. i grabbed my bag and i packed a few weapons and books. There was another person i could think of that may help me. but there is no telling how he'll react to me. I walked out of the cellar and closed the hatch door. I kicked the rug back into it's place

I adjusted my bag on my shoulder as I walked out of the cabin.

"What do you think your doing?" Sean's serious voice sounded from behind me.

"Doing the one thing you refuse to do," I turned around and I looked at him.

"your going to get yourself killed," he told me.

"so you care now?" I gave him a surprised look, "because the last time we spoke was when you left."

"you told me to."

"I wanted you to help me!" I yelled at him. I was starting to feel my emotion starting to waken.

"our son wasn't even in his grave yet!" he yelled back "He"

"Stop talking about him!" I screamed, "just stop," I took in a shaky breath, "you have no right to even think of him."

"Terra," he tried to take my hand but I ripped it away.

"Stay away from me," I walked away from him, "I'm ending your father and no one can stop me. not even you."

"don't underestimate me Terra," I stopped and gave him a lethal look.

"you shouldn't underestimate a mother that lost their child," I told him, "shouldn't you have learned that by now?"

Okay 1) sorry it's short. 2)sorry it took so long. 3) sorry if the whole story is rushed (I'm trying to work on that)