Chapter 1: September and October
Disclaimer: Glee, um not really
February, 13, 2011
"Can we stay in love ?" I whisper, looking deeply in her eyes, with my hand resting on her wrist. "I don't think so" she whispers back slowly pulling her wrist way. She gets up, walking away and it's so damn painful to watch her go without chasing after her. But I just can't.
Six Months Earlier
September. 20, 2010 {Tuesday}
Even sitting by the football team captain is mostly every girl's dream, and I'm that one girl that gets to live it. Finn, was the dream guy and me, Quinn was the lucky girl. I cheer-lead for him at his football games, we are the "it" couple they all say. We are both in Glee club which is Ok I guess it's just something extra to do. Brittany and Santana are the other cheerleaders in Glee club.
"Hey Quinn" Rachel shouts with joy, prancing my way. I roll my eyes she is such a kid. "Hey" I sigh as she sits beside me, still smiling. I fake a smile back I look at her more to see her wearing a blue and white striped long sleeve, and a brown skirt with black boots. I cock my eyebrows and quickly look away from her when she sees me looking at her. I don't need her to the wrong idea that I like her and that we are going to be best pals or something.
"Quinn you alright babe?" Finn asks, putting his arm around me. "Yeah" I say and smile at him, resting my head on his shoulder. The bell rings right after Santana and Brittany sing some song I wasn't paying attention to. Me and Finn start to walk off until Rachel catches me by my wrist. Finn just smiles and heads off without me. I roll my eyes and sigh again "Quinn do you maybe want to...?" I don't even let her finish I cut her off and say "I'm not your friend, Ok just leave me alone." I look at her hurt expression and just walk off not even bother to look again.
September, 26, 2010 {Monday}
"Well look what she is wearing today" Santana says in a impressed tone. "Who?" I ask "Rachel" she answers under her breath. I turn away from my locker and look at Rachel she looks better than usual I guess. With her Britney spears schoolgirl outfit I forgot that Kurt kept nagging Mr. Schuester about letting us do a Britney number. Well I guess everyone is taking it too far. I hear whistling and hooting sounds going her way. She just keeps walking with her cheeks turning red. "Nice outfit, Rachel it totally suits you" Santana compliments her once she is right be us, she stops.
"Thanks, Santana" she says, smiling then continues walking away. "You never compliment Rachel or pay attention to her. You are always insulting her instead when you do notice her. What made you change your mind?" I say to Santana with my hand on my hip. "Well then Quinn you just got to hand it to her though, or if your just jealous." She says, smiling "whatever" I say, walking away. "Finn have you seen Rachel today?" I ask, sitting in my usual spot beside him. "Oh yeah" he answers and slightly smiles, awkwardly.
Yeah he sure has, Rachel walks in with a glow around her, her hands on her hips. You can still hear the whistling and hooting even when Mr. Schuester closes the door. She sits by Brittany and Santana sits by her, everyone is eying her down even Finn. I punch him on his arm and he quickly looks away, but I keep looking at her with a frown.
October, 16, 2010 {Saturday}
"You already getting ready for Halloween?" I ask Santana, sitting beside Brittany on her bed. While she tries costumes on. "Duh I gotta look hot" she answers Brittany just blurts out "your already hot" to Santana. I can see Santana smile in her tall mirror before she thanks Brittany, by giving her a peck on the cheek and turning back to face her mirror. "Oh yeah that reminds me, Quinn, surprise me and Brittany are together and happily in love." Santana shouts out turning around, looking at me."Wow really?" I ask they both nod and Brittany says "I broke up with Artie as soon as she confessed to me."
I smile and say "well I'm happy for you two" they both thank me. And then we all go back to what we were doing before. "How are you and Finn?" Santana asks and just I shrug my shoulders and quietly answer "good."
October 29, 2010 {Friday}
"Two days until Halloween, so happy" Santana shouts, hoping around with Brittany, laughing. "Why?" I ask laying on her soft couch looking up at them in front of the TV. "There's going to be a huge party at Finn's house, didn't you know?" they both ask in unison. "I did know I just forgot" I answer, sitting up. They both nod, sitting beside me. "Are you going?" Brittany asks I shake my head. Because I just don't want to deal with parties. I haven't been happy so much lately like I used to be with Finn, I just think things aren't working out.
Ever since that day Rachel came with that stupid Britney outfit me and Finn have both been acting different.
October 31, 2010 {Sunday}
Just like I expected everyone went to Finn's house after school. But I just started to walk home "Quinn" I hear someone shout I turn around and it's Rachel. "Are you coming?" she asks "no" I say, trying to sound bitter and annoyed but it just comes out soft and inviting. "Oh" I says I sigh and randomly ask "you want to come over?" She nods following behind me when I start walking home. We end up going to park instead since it's sunny outside and all. Nobody's at the park though.
"Why didn't you go?" I ask, getting on a swing she gets on the swing beside me. "I will tell you if you tell me" she simply says, starting to swing her legs slowly. "I don't know I just didn't feel like it" I say she just nods and says "Me either." She is wearing a simple plain black shirt with dark blue jeans and some black and white sneakers. I shake my head and start swinging "I'm sorry" she says out of no where. "Why?" I ask she shrugs her shoulders and answers "just am" I get off my swing and she does too.
"Quinn I know you don't like me but I don't have a problem with you." She says, grabbing my wrist "I...I don't have a problem with you either, Ok" I say she hugs me, unexpectedly. I hug her back and it lasts so long but I don't let go, it's comforting. She pulls her face away to look at me but her arms are still wrapped around my waist. My heart starts beating fast but I stay frozen with my hands laced together around the back of her neck. I close my and kiss her before she kisses me. Why does this feel better than Finn.
We let go of each other and lay down in the sand we both look at the sky and I realize it's night time. And it's the night of Finn's Halloween party that I skipped to be with Rachel.