Callie gets bullied by kids at school and doesn't say anything. She begins to fall into depression and doesn't deal with it well. The bullying causes Callie to distance herself. Will her moms find out what's going on with Callie before it's to late? There will me Callie/ Stef later on. WARNING: This contains self harm and thoughts/ideas of suicide.
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Friday, it's Friday. One day until I'm out of this hell hole for a few days. 8 hours, 8 hours of pure agony left then I will be able to escape these thoughts. Callie sat in her desk of Timothy's class letting the thoughts run through her head. It had been a tough week and Callie was past the point of ignoring it.
Callie slouched in her desk in the back of the classroom slouching in her seat as she messed with her sweatshirt sleeve. I need some kind of release to make it through the day. No, I can do this just a few hours.
Callie fought the battles in her head one part of her was telling her to relase the anger on herself while the other part told her to stay calm till she got home. This week had been rough between seeing Liam and hearing kids talk.
Liam had destroyed her enough and made her feel hopeless, she knew she couldn't talk to anyone and have them understand what she was going through. I just need someone to talk to I am so alone in this. He destroyed me, he ruined me. Maybe the kids were right when they said I would always be that weird foster kid that won't get anywhere in life because I was in Juvi. Sure I am adopted now but they could always reverse it and there I would be back in the system. I just can't let anyone find out.
The bell rang and everyone began making their way out of the classroom when Timothy called her name. "Callie, may I please speak with you?"
Callie nodded walking over to the desk as her heart started to race in panic. What if he knows? What if he knows how I feel? He could tell Lena and she would tell Stef then they would decide on reversing the adoption. They lived their whole lives without me I couldn't possibly mean that much to them. They have only known me a year.
"Yes?" Callie asked scratching her neck pretending not to seem so nervous.
"I was just wondering if everything is ok, you have seem so out of it in class lately and you haven't turned in any assignment." Timothy said standing up from his desk.
Callie thought as she came up with her quickest excuse. "Yes, I'm ok. I have just been super tired lately and I guess I have been forgetting to bring my homework in." She said giving him a shy smile.
Timothy looked at her from his side of the desk for any physical sign of something going on. He knew Lena and Stef would never harm her it was just a instinct after all his years of teaching.
"Well Callie you have until Monday to complete your assignments and Monday morning I expect to have your work on my desk. I am sorry but I will need to talk to Lena as well." He said grabbing a book off the shelf.
Callie nodded she was dreading that conversation Lena was going to be so mad and Stef would probably yell at her.
"I understand." Callie said walking out of the classroom.
In the hallway Callie could feel everyone watching her she wasn't even sure of everything being said about her just some of the things. Callie was standing at her locker when she felt a hand on her shoulder. Out of instinct Callie spun around ready to defend herself when she say Talya.
"What do you want?" Callie asked half annoyed taking a stef to her side to give herself a little distance between her and the red head who just caused Callie to feel like she was having a heart attack.
Talya gave Callie a small fake smile. Callie knew it was fake and rolled her eyes.
"Well what are you waiting for answer the question." Callie said harshly slamming her locker.
"Wooo calm down." Talya said throwing her hands up pretending to be scared of Callie. "You might want to watch your anger their before you end back up in Juvi. I just came over to apologize things didn't work out for you. I heard that your moms decided to undo yoour adoption because they saw how much of a freak you are."
Callie balled her hand in a fist before releasing. She wanted to punch Talya but she knew it was probably the truth. Throwing her backpack over her shoulder she walked into her math class as calmly as she could taking the seat all the way in the back of the class.
After the bell rang everyone took their seats and began writing notes. Callie eyed her eraser occasionally looking up at the teacher before looking at her arm.
I can't take it I can't wait to get home I need some relief now if I am going to make it through the day. Callie grabbed her eraser in her right hand rolling up her left sleeve as she ran the eraser over the skin of her forearm. Every stroke of the eraser burned more and more and it rubbed of layers of skin.
Callie saw blood starting to form and set the eraser down looking around to make sure nobody had noticed.
When the bell finally rang Callie rolled her sleeve down and hurried out of the classroom to her next class.
Halfway through history class Callie felt a tap on her shoulder. Quickly turning around she saw Vico handing her a piece of paper.
Callie didn't unfold the note or even peak she quickly shoved it in her pocket.
Throughout the rest of the school day Callie would space off into her thoughts and receive little notes she would shove in her pocket until she got home.
