Disclaimer: I don't own The Outsiders all credit goes to S.E Hinton.
Why ME
I was walking home from school with my brother Two-bit and our two friends Ponyboy, and Johnny. We were talking about Ponyboy having a crush on Sherri Valance. We were laughing at how red he was getting .We finally got to the DX to ask Sodapop and Steve for money to go to the movies. Anyways we were going with them along with Evie and Sandy. I hated Sandy with a passion she thinks she the best bitch in the world but let me tell you something between us, she a whore sleeps with every greaser out here mind you with all the soc. Soda just thinks she an angel. Sodapop interrupted my train of thought with a simple
"Hey Cassie"
"Well hey Sodapop wats up "
"Nothing much can't wait to go to the movies so I could ask Sandy the question"
Why did he have to tell me this .I ignored hi and rolled my eye. I looked at Two-bit and said
"Lets get out of here"
Sodapop looked at me
"Is everything ok Cassie"
I blew up
"No Soda I aint and you know why cuz of you you act like you dont know how I feel about you instead you rub your relationship with Sandy in my face and im sick of it"
"Cassie I..."
"Save it Soda I dont need any of your fucking pity ya dig"
I stormed off. What does he think i am a heartless ailen. No im a human being and i have feelings.
I went to my housse and my folks were argueing and didnt even notice i entered the room . I ran up the stairs and into my dads room.i grabed his hand gun and locked my self in my room. I decided to write my fairwells.
" Two-bit , you made me laugh cry through out my 16 years of living i love you and never forget that. Remember that time that i went to the dentist for the first time and you told me if i let the dentist fix my teeth youd bring me to get ice cream and i listen . We ended up going and i threw my ice crea in your face cuz you got me chocolate instead of vanilla. hahaha i love you dear brother of mine and dont let this get to ya. Sodapop I always had deep feelings for you and you never seem to noitce them instead you ignored them its ok i love you anyways i hate when we fight and i juss couldnt stand you and Sandy together and you rubbing it in my face. I hate you for that. I guess ima cut it short because of you. Mom and dad I hate you guys with a passion you guys fight constantly and always are beating on me im just disgusted to call you guys my parents, Johnny, Darry .Steve, and yes even Dally thank you for being like brother to me and being there when i need you the most dont forget i love you all"
Love always Cassandra a Mathews
As I finished the letter i heard Two-bit voice i quickly cocked the gun put it to my brain and my last word were
"I love you Sodapop"
BANG