It had been a year that me and Billy had been together,he is sweet and a pain in the ass and he knows its true,but you know what with the way my family is things could be worse.

It was one of those nights where Adam would stay over when we were trying to sleep he turns to me and asks.

"Have you and Billy have sex yet?

My eyes pop open and i jerk my head over to him and he was just there smiling at me.

"NNNNNN NO!

Is all i was able to say why did he ask that.

"Dude come on thats why we have boyfriends its apart of life sex is why we are here.

"I thought you cared about Jason i mean are you telling me that you just got with him just for sex.

"No dude its not like that i do like him but we all have needs and one of them is sex.

I just look at him for a moment and turn back over and try to go to sleep, i knew that he was saying the truth what if Billy wants to do things and have sex now.

" The joys of life the joys of life the joys of life the joys of life.

"FUCK OFF ADAM!

He starts to life as he goes back over to his bed.

"Gus its going to be ok you just need to go at this one step at a time.

I open my cell phone and look at a picture of me Adam and Billy when we were kids and only one thing went into my head.

"We all grow up.