Don't Place Your Heart In Someones Hands
"I can't believe it! It just blows my mind!"
I say to Glitch as I shovel another spoon full of ice cream into my mouth, Glitch does the same
"Well he did sorta act like it..."
Glitch says putting his bowl on the table as i do the same. He's trailing off not wanting to look into my eyes, to be honest I didn't want him to because there was tears threatening to spill over the edges of my blue eyes, but he finds it in himself to do it, his eyes soften at the sight of a tear rolling down my cream colored cheek
"Aw Tori, come here"
He says pulling me into a tight hug and rubbing my back gently
"I've liked this guy for two years and have been one of his best friends and he just now decides to tell me that he's gay? He lead me on this whole time?And now I find out that his boyfriend is one of my really good friends? How am I supposed to deal with this?"
I say into his chest, Glitch kisses the top of my head and whispers into my ear
"I'm here for you, it's gonna be ok I promise. Just let it out" I snuggle closer to him "I know it hurts but it will get better"
I suddenly don't feel the couch under my shaking body, I am lifted onto Glitches lap, he slowly rocks me back and forth humming a song to me, I try to say something but nothing comes out but more tears, I have been like this for awhile now, I have no more tears left to cry, with Glitch still rocking and humming, I look up at him
"Glitch I ..."
He cuts me off before I can't say anything else
"Shhhh"
He says in a calm voice rapping his arms tighter around me. I lay my head back onto his chest, i breath in his vanilla scent, his protective arms around me like a cacoon, his soft humming like a angles voice, and his smooth rocking like the calm waves of a ocean rocking a small boat, I slowly drift off into sleep. But something strange happened, I feel my heart leaping and yearning for the green eyed boy holding me tight in his arms, I've felt like this a lot before towards him... But now I under stand what it means... He has been the boy that I have loved, but I didn't want to admit it so I placed my heart in someone else's hands, but now that, that person is not in the picture the truth comes out, from both our sides ... He's the one, that I'm going to dream of tonight.