Chances of Tomorrow

Disclaimer: I don't own X/1999, because if I did not only would the series be complete but it would also be part yaoi, and Fuuma and Kamui would have hot sex throughout the whole series.

Summary: Kamui has feelings for two of his class mates… but it's Fuuma who gets a chance at his heart… and his body. Yaoi AU

Genre: Romance, Drama, Smut, Yaoi

Rating: M for Mature, 18+, for explicit sexual content and mild language. Read at your own expense.

Couple: Fuuma X Kamui

A/N: I love all of Clamp's work, and I love X/1999. It kills me that they still haven't finished it! For whatever reason (there are a few theories going around). This is a short series I started a while back and I'm now posting it. :-P I hope you enjoy it. Please forgive the mistakes.

-X-1-9-9-9-

CHAPTER ONE

It was two of them. Both Subaru and Fuuma had Kamui's heart. He couldn't choose between his childhood friend or the friend that was so kind to him he could hardly stand it. He never admitted his feelings for either of them until that one rainy day that he stood outside the high school with Fuuma.

"It looks like my mom forgot us," Kamui said. He sighed. "She's probably drunk again."

"We could get home easily on our own," Fuuma said.

He was suggesting using magic. They could easily get through the city with their magic. But for Kamui it was something precious, and he didn't like to use it just to get around places. Fuuma could tell Kamui was about to object.

"We'll start walking when the rain slows down," Fuuma said.

"Okay." Kamui and Fuuma take a seat on a bench underneath a tree. Despite his crush on Subaru, Kamui's heart slammed against his chest as he sat beside Fuuma on the bench. He just wanted to reach out and touch his best friend, whom he'd known and loved since they were young.

"How is your sister?" Kamui asked to fill the silence.

"Kotori is well," Fuuma said. "How about you? Are you okay, Kamui?"

He was talking about Kamui's dad who died recently. Kamui just sighed.

"I'm okay," he said. "I'm doing better than my mom."

"Just give her some time," Fuuma said, and he put his hand over Kamui's. Kamui's heart began racing. Fuuma was touching him! He closed his eyes and sighed, leaning over and placing his head on Fuuma's shoulder. It was very comfortable.

"I miss this," said Kamui, "Just you and me. It seems like we don't spend much time together anymore."

"We've been so busy," Fuuma said softly. "And you've been with… Subaru."

Kamui jolted. He sat up and pulled away from Fuuma.

"Are you two together?" Fuuma asked.

"N – no," Kamui said. "But I want to be."

"What's stopping you?" Fuuma asked.

Well, you, actually, Kamui thought. He clenched his fists together. He couldn't say that to Fuuma. What if Fuuma misunderstood? What if Fuuma didn't feel the same about Kamui? Kamui just shook his head.

"What if I told you that I loved you?" Fuuma asked.

Kamui gasped. He looked up at Fuuma.

"What then?" Fuuma asked.

"Then… I'd say that the only thing stopping me from being with Subaru… is you," Kamui said.

Fuuma's mouth dropped opened. He takes a moment and then recovers. "Kamui, do you…?"

"I like you too," Kamui admitted.

"I've been in love with you…" Fuuma said.

"Me too…" said Kamui.

"But?"

"But… Subaru," said Kamui, looking away. "I… I think I love him too, and I know he loves me. He's said so."

"Really?" Fuuma sighed.

"But I love you too, Fuuma!" Kamui cried.

"I love you," Fuuma said. "If you'd give me a chance, I'd show you just how much I love you. I'd prove to you that you don't need Subaru, because you already have me, and I love you so much it hurts."

"Fuuma…" Kamui began.

"If you decide you don't love me more than you love Subaru fine, but first give me a chance," Fuuma said. "One day with me, and that's all you'll need."

"You won't get mad if I decide I love Subaru more?" Kamui asked.

"Not at all," Fuuma said. "Promise."

"Okay," Kamui said. "Then when do we do this?"

"Well… how about now? I know the perfect place and it's close by," said Fuuma, standing up. Kamui smiled, standing up too. His heart skipped a beat when Fuuma grabbed his hand.

"Come on," Fuuma said.

As they walked the rain slowed to a stop. Fuuma led Kamui behind the school, into the forest, down to a river. But they weren't stopping there. They followed the river down to a secluded cave. Kamui hesitated, not sure he wanted to go further. Fuuma just smiled at him.

"Trust me?" he asked.

"I do," said Kamui.

He started walking and Kamui followed, almost hiding behind Fuuma as they went into the darkness. A few moments of complete darkness and then suddenly there was light. The top of the cave was opened and sunlight streamed down into the cave. Kamui gasped when he saw the beautiful, exotic flowers growing on the side of the cave.

"It's wonderful in here," Kamui said.

"It is," Fuuma said, leading him to a wall of beautiful orange and red flowers. "I come here all the time to think, just to get away. We can come here together, Kamui, whether as friends or… more."

Kamui glanced away, his face turning crimson. "Fuuma?"

"Yes?"

"Can I kiss you?"

Fuuma's face lightened up. He started laughing, and Kamui laughed too.

"Not if I kiss you first," said Fuuma.

They made the distance between them slowly diminish. Fuuma grabbed Kamui's waist and pulled him closer. They came extremely close before pausing. Then Kamui ended the distance, coming in when he just couldn't take it any longer.

They mouths pressed together, Fuuma feeling so many positive emotions at once he just felt completed. Like he just added the missing puzzle piece to his heart. He put his free hand on the side of Kamui's face, lavishing in the kiss.

Kamui never knew it would feel this good. He leaned into the kiss, forcefully pushing Fuuma back against the flowers and stones. He loved the taste of Fuuma. He loved having his tongue in Fuuma's mouth, lashing about in a way that had Fuuma moaning. Fuuma opened his legs and spread his arms so Kamui could press against him, body to body. Fuuma could have easily slipped his hand down Kamui's pants. Instead he settled on placing his hand on Kamui's butt.

Feeling Kamui's hardness pressed against his own made him pretty sure putting his hand on Kamui's butt was the right move. Kamui still almost savagely attacked his mouth. He loved every moment of it. The sexual tension that had been building for so long… finally released. When Kamui finally placed his hands against Fuuma's cock, Fuuma wasn't sure if he'd be able to hold back.

Kamui put his hands on Fuuma's chest. He squeezed Fuuma's buff chest, Fuuma's sensitive nipples almost moaning with Fuuma. Was Kamui trying to kill him with pleasure, because it was almost working! He didn't even have to do any touching. Kamui knew what he wanted, and he went after it.

But the kiss slowed down, growing weaker. And his rough grip loosened. And his groin, which had started pushing and rubbing up against Fuuma's groin stopped.

Kamui took a step back and licked his lips, his face still flushed.

Fuuma looked at him, still against the rocks, breathing very hard. Neither of them moved.

"What's wrong?" Fuuma asked. It was supposed to sound gentle but it just sounded breathy.

"Nothing," Kamui said. "Well, Fuuma… I think I might be… well, I am… starting to fall in love with you… it's just…"

"What?" Fuuma asked.

Kamui turned around so his back was to Fuuma. He didn't want Fuuma to see the shame that crossed his face.

"I just… I love Subaru too, Fuuma. I love him so much… if I decide that I want to be with him instead of you I don't…" Kamui looked up at Fuuma. "I don't want you feel used… I don't want you to hate me…"

Kamui mumbled the last part but Fuuma still caught it. He reached out and grabbed Kamui by the arm. He turned him around and pulled him into another kiss. Fuuma kissed Kamui good and hard. He wanted to make a lasting impression, because unfortunately this might be the last time they kiss. Fuuma didn't want to let him go. He'd rather fight Subaru, and try to kill him with magic than lose Kamui.

But how would Kamui feel about that? Either way he had a chance of losing the one he loved. He kissed Kamui as if it were the last time.

To Be Continued…