Night. Nothing remarkable, except that excessive, all-consuming silence and tranquility. Who wants to wake up and thoughtlessly wander through the deserted streets in search of something interesting? Of course it's me. The day I am overcome by insomnia, which seemed to want to tell me that there are more important things than sleeping and preparing for tomorrow.
At first I tried to resist this strange sensation, tried to take time reading, lessons, video games, but, nevertheless, the aching soul took over me, and I went on an adventure search. It's a pity, of course, that all my friends are now sleeping... Although, what kind of friends do I have, Karma Akabane?
Everyone thinks I'm a mad villain who can not be released into society, every step I take must be watched so that I will not do anything. If somebody would have known that in this way I try to hide my real emotions, myself, because I know the feeling of betrayal, and I would not like to experience it again.
However, there is one girl ... I've known her since elementary school, we were good friends, until I was transferred to home schooling and because of what? Think, beat the teacher, he promised to always stand for me, to be on my side in any dispute ...
Traitor.
Said, I need to moderate my gryphon character. Even the fact that his animal is a phoenix does not mean that he can simply point to me.
I wonder if Nagisa is sleeping now? Who I'm fooling? Now is the middle of the night, and I'm the only idiot who walks down the street because of an incomprehensible, raging feeling in the chest. Surely she is so beautiful in a dream ... I would like to see her lovely white face, her hair loose, which she so neatly tucks into tails, that she was taught to do Kayano. It is amazing that such a charming creature is a snake ... Outwardly it looks more like an angel or, if still an animal, a beautiful swan with a slender, long neck, neat beak, black beady eyes and plumage that resembles silk with its softness and beauty .
How quickly the course of my thoughts changes ... But they all boil down to one. To the amazing Nagisa.
I do not want to accept this fact, but it seems, nevertheless, it is inevitable: I'm in love with Nagisa. I do not know if I'm right or it's just an attraction: I've never experienced anything like it, even those dates, those girls who were crazy about me - it's nothing compared to what I feel when I look straight into her blue eyes , in which you can see children's innocence, joy, happiness from life and many other bright things.
I would confess in my feelings, but I'm afraid of being rejected. I'm afraid to see the fear or dislike of the words I said, because she deserves better, why should she likes me? I want to see her only happy, I want to hear a loud and sincere laugh, I want to feel the incredible joy that comes from herself, I'm sure that she is the source of all the joy on the planet. The sun itself fades when she smiles ...
I could continue to describe Nagisa's beauty in such a way, but then a damn thought flashed in my head, which probably will be burned in my chest until I translate it into reality.
I want to see her. Right now. Sleeping.
Why such perverted thoughts in my head (although they were sometimes worse, but not in relation to her)?
Hell, now I will not rest until I see with my own eyes how this beautiful snake sleeps, wrapped in a blanket at the very tip or even with the head, although how do I know how Nagisa sleeps? Maybe she does not like to sleep under a blanket?
My feet carry me on the right road. I do not realize that, perhaps, I will make the greatest mistake if I wake her up with my illegal penetration into the house and for a what? To see how she sleeps. Nagisa will probably think that I'm some kind of pervert.
Well, hell with it, I'm already going, and no one will stop me.
On the way, I met three cats, one dog, even some kind of madman, like me, that WAS WASHING HIS CAR. In my dumb question, which was clearly visible in my eyes, he replied:
-Tomorrow is an important date with a girl, the day will not have time to wash and I was very tired, so I stand here like a fool, and washing car ...
I stood up, talked to him, I do not even know why, maybe because of the excitement of the coming "date"? Asked for advice on the relationship, but received the answer that he does not know anything about this, only knows that the girls are looking for their prince, a hero who will protect them from all adversities and dangers. They require a lot of attention and understanding. Cares and love. Sincere emotions and genuine feelings of mutual love, maybe I repeat with the word love, but I'm sure that for Nagisa it means a lot more than for me, so I'm ready to say it as often as necessary to win her heart. He also did not forget to mention that girls, for the most part, are very fond of weightless, gentle, like airy, kisses. It does not matter where: on the cheek, on the lips, on the forehead or on the neck, the main thing is that it is as weightless as possible, sensual and neat. All my kisses were rough, on the lips and very different, but only not such, no, those girls simply did not give occasion for such a kiss, and I did not really want to do it. Perhaps, with Nagisa this will not happen, if, of course, at least something will happen ...
My path continued on, I met no one else, nothing interrupted the course of my thoughts. I lifted my head and looked steadily at the moon, so brightly shining on my quiet night city. Stars ... What are the stars? There were clouds in the sky, nothing was visible except the cloudy silhouette of the moon. Usually in some romantic films, during the meeting of lovers, the full moon shines, the stars shine as if they are about to explode from the overwhelming energy, but not in my case. I did not notice any special beauty of nature or space. Maybe, of course, I already have to check my eyesight, but for me that night there was nothing special.
My path lasts already insanely long. I forgot that Nagisa lives a couple of blocks away from me ... But I will not stop, although now I really am sorry that I do not have wings, like a griffon, in order to see her as soon as possible.
Oh, I feel like a foolish schoolgirl in love, who is just waiting for a new day to meet her lovely boyfriend ...
Only the continuous cry of the owl is following me on my way. He seems to warn me: Hurry, beloved in distress. She needs help. You are her only hope of salvation.
I hastened my step.
I hope I will be in time till morning so that no one will notice my absence, although it will not bother anyone, not even my parents ... I checked it more than once. Even for a few days ...
My parents have never been very careful or attentive to me: they have never been interested in my studies, successes, they were not at all worried about my problems, whether they were or not. They live in a ruthless business world, they can not waste their valuable time on such a worthless and useless child like me. Maybe it's for the best, maybe I would not have become what I am now: a bully who is afraid of a good half of Tokyo, who must hide his emotions behind a false smile, so as not to lose credibility earned over the years.
Well, all right, I have an unforgettable "date" with my beloved, beautiful Nagisa ...
