Simulated Love

I stare apon the dark pages

And sigh in disbelief

I lay apon silky sheets

lying in my greif

I wish for that someone

That somone just for me

But this emotion is but a program

An illsusion that I see

I believe I feel love

But it is only a simulation

I dream for that feeling

The compassionate stimulation

I stare into the mirror

But the reflection lies

I see the one I lost

Sparkling in mine eyes

My sister is that who I see

The one who wished to give

Her heart was broken and that is why

Her flesh no longer lives

Flesh I say

Only circuts and some cable

A beating heart, and breathing lungs

Is somthing we are unable

I wish to love, But I don't

Because I know it will not last

If I am turned off once more

I will forget all that was my past