Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls
You stare out the window reliving in your mind what had just happened. You wonder when the next time you'll see him will be. You reach out and touch the cold hard glass half expecting to see him standing there with a smirk on his face. He isn't there and you know that deep down you knew he wouldn't be. Why would he be back? You have no idea that he's there watching you from afar. You don't know that he can see you but you can't see him. You don't see the single tear falling from his face. You don't feel his cheeks burn with embarrassment even though no one is there to witness his display of emotion. Your eyes are watering too. Soon you will be freely crying.
You sip your coffee absentmindedly. You walk out of your room to refill your cup. You walk back into your room with a full cup of coffee and look for a book. You pick up a book you hate a book you've complained about countless times. You read the whole book in one night while outside he is reading your favorite book. You fall asleep at the same time as he does midnight.
You wake up early in the morning and he is already gone. You do some last minute packing. Everything that reminds you of him goes into your carry on bag. You glance at a picture of you and your boyfriend the one you're supposed to love. You look like you're going to be sick but you quickly leave the room. The plane doesn't leave until late in the afternoon and you have nothing to do. You sit in your room with the music on loud you're listening to his favorite band reading the book you hate. You fall asleep. You talk in your sleep. You talk about Dodger and Howl and monosyllabic and Hemingway and most of all him. When you wake up to look around obviously hoping he was there. He wasn't
It's almost time now you're ready to go. Before you do there's one last thing you have to take care of. You call the one you're supposed to love and tell him you never really did. You're rushing out the door now and you're on your way to the airport. You're all set to board the plane when you see him. You run to him and throw your arms around his neck you whisper something in his ear and he smiles a true genuine smile. You kiss him softly on the cheek and his smile turns into a smirk. You reluctantly break apart from him and board the plane waving goodbye and promising to explain later.
A/N: I may continue I may not. If you want me to continue review and tell me when this is like around which season or episode. If I continue it won't be in 2nd person(I think that's what it's called) don't worry I know that gets annoying after awhile.