Summery: Allen is an up and rising music writer/performer who was saved by Kanda during a fail assassination. Both had a sad past that allow them to know love but left deeply hurt by it. Will they be able to walk out of sadness and find happiness with each other? Yullen, Lena/Lavi

AN: Yupz… I know… Real crabby summery… But this my first time trying out as a writer and I failed in my English so take it easy on me okie? Would also like to thank mei ling and xin xuan very much for their kind encouragement.

Disclaimer: D.Gray-man belongs to Hoshino Katsura. However if I did own it Yullen will not be just fan-fiction…

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All day long, the same broken tunes have being hovering around in his head. Allen can feel it, those tunes were just waiting to be placed together into another masterpiece. It just there, on the tip of his finger. All he needs to do is to put the pencil on the paper and start rolling…

"Dame... Why can't I get it out? Just what on earth is missing?" Allen slams his fists on the table.

"Give it up kid. Stressing over it like this is not going help you get over with your block…" Reever said while looking at Allen who was staring at the papers as if willing the music to abide to his wishes and fall in place.

"But it's there. Really… I got it somewhere…"

"All the more reason for you to relax, Allen. You are way too tensed up now... besides you have been here working non-stop for the past 2 days and, god, you are starting to smell..."

"What? 2 days?!" A surprised Allen finally took a look at his watch with big round eyes. Indeed he last remembered entering the building on Saturday noon and it's already Monday night. "Sigh... Fine" Allen replied dejected while trying to pack the mess on the table into his bag "I'm off. Guess I won't be back until Wednesday. I'm dead beat tired now"

"Roger that. I'll let Komui know but remember not to hang your phone up again. We need to know if you are still alive and around." Reever laugh as they both recall the last time Allen left his phone unhooked and uncontactable. The paparazzi had a field trip day reporting that the "new age best music writer" had either romantically eloped with the woman of his dream or finally got caught by the creditors of his master, and since he's unable to pay up, was hacked into pieces and dumped in some dirty back-street.

Allen made a face and then laughs with Reever." Got it. Bye."

The moment he step out of the Black Order recording building he felt some thing wet hit his face and he took a deep breath in. Rain drops were dancing lightly on the mucky floor but the air feels cool and refreshing in his lung as he turn and start making his way home which was a few blocks down the street.

"Just the perfect weather for sleeping…" he thought as his stomach rumble in protest. "Although I best call in order from Jerry's first" as he dig his hand phone out and start punching the familiar numbers.

Suddenly Allen heard a loud bang behind him and felt a sudden giddiness. As he looks up from his hand phone he saw the most beautiful creature with midnight blue eyes and hair coming into view a few feet in front of him. Then came the excruciating pain and then blank.

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TBC

Good or bad please review. By the way do you people prefer male Kanda or female Kanda?