Humans feared me, muttering incarnations to ward me off.
Pokemon shunned me, fleeing when they see my monstrous form.
Spirits welcomed me, saying that I am one of theirs.
So, what am I?
A disaster?
A monster?
A spirit?
I have no idea, opinions on me are widely varied.
Humans said that I am the bringer of disaster, that I am impending doom and all those who had seen me are cursed. Do they think I am the tails of Ninetales?
Pokemon said that I am a monster, that I am a being of hell, killing all those I laid my eyes on. Do hellish monsters even exist in the first place?
Spirits said that I am their Speaker, their Speaker to the living, that I should serve them for that is my cause. Do they think I would live a life of servitude?
I ignored all those at first, pretending that I do not care what others thought of me.
But, deep inside me, my will started to waver, my mind started to question.
Rumors do not get started without reasons I thought uneasily, what I had done to base it on? What started all these? Why do humans know me as disaster, pokemon as monster and spirits as servant? Why?
Thus, I lived in solitude to try and sort out the answers.
In these times of silence, I had spent much time pondering over who I truly am, what my kind truly is.
But up till now, I have no answer.
Who am I?
What am I?
What is my goal?
What started these rumors?
Why do they deem me as that?
Why?
Those are the questions I had always asked myself.
But like all seemingly simple questions, the answers could not be found easily.
That is the reason why I am abandoning this life of solitude now.
I am fed up with all these questions that could not be answered.
It is time I quest for the answers instead of pondering uselessly.
It is time to see if I am a disaster, a monster or a servant.
The first option would be fun, if not, interesting.
Time to be disaster.