I couldn't believe this was happening. Dimitri and I had finally gotten back together and now this. He was fighting for tasha to be realesed. I couldn't even look at him. I was so pissed off and i couldn't just go to lissa's head to relax. I actually missed having the bond. It had been an adventure learning all of those things about being sadow kissed. I was glad adrian had sstarted talking to me and now he was the one who showed me the protesting. Dimitri had been distant lately ever since he went to the jail to see tasha. he was going for answers and i had no Problem. I thought he was just having a rough time but now this? I knew something had happened. I thought i could love and trust dimitri and i guess that wasn't true. Adrian had told me that dimitr's aura didn't light up that much anymore after he went o see tasha. So i had to get to the bottom of it. I tried to get in to see lissa but she was in a meeting which means christian and eddie was with her so the only other person i could think of was... MIA! I had missed her and hadn't had the chance to talk and i knew she would be interested to hear this news of course. She had been the one that tasha was going to hurt but in the end like always it turned out to be me.

I missed the old dimitri and just when i thought that i had him back it just twisted around. Lissa and i had always thought that oiur friendship was unbreakable but without the bond it was just like any other. SO i really didn't know how she would feel when i told her. God i misssed dimitri and just wanted to be in his arm's but i was in adiran's crying on his shoulder.

"Little dhampir, are you okay? I feel so bad , i shouldn't have told you," he said sadly.

"No i am glad because now i know that dimtri just wanted what every other guy wants and i thought he was different. I guess i was wrong." I said clearly upset by the way things turned out and i now it was just getting worse.