Hey guys! This is a new story that I have written and I hope that you all like it. Please review or send me any messages sharing your idea or what I can change to make the story better. My other story We Meet Again may or may not continue I have so many ideas for it I really don't know where to go! So I hope you enjoy this story here it is, the first chapter.
Chapter 1EPOV
It has been twenty years since I made the biggest mistake of my entire life. It has been twenty years since I have put myself and the love of my entire existence in pain. I saw it right there on her face that she was about to crumble, so I walked away so that I wouldn't go back to her. I had to do it. She was in danger every second I was with her, but that isn't even the most horrendous thing I did to her. Before I left I could not help the temptation. I made love to Bella the day before her birthday. She was so perfect in every way that night, but I took her innocence and left her. That is what makes me hate myself the most. This was not how I was brought up and also Bella did not deserve this.
"Edward come on we have to go to school we are going to be late!" Alice shouted at me trying to get me out of my thoughts. It worked and I got up to get dressed noticing that my sister had already laid out cloths for me.
Here we go back to school for the first time ever since Forks. I didn't want to go, but if it made Esme happy again I would do it for her. She has cared for me and has truly been an amazing mother.
I went to the garage to get into Alice's car only to find everyone inside my Volvo. I haven't been in there because it still had Bella's scent and I didn't want it to go away, but I couldn't smell it because it brought me so much pain to remember her.
The scent is gone Edward. Please just get in the car it will be alright. Alice told me through her thoughts. I could tell she wasn't lying and the scent really had left sadly. So I got into the car right next to Jasper who sent me calming waves.
"Thanks." I whispered only for him to hear. He nodded in acknowledgement.
"Who's ready for Sanderport High School?" I could tell Alice really was trying to make the best out of this situation. We were in Alaska with our "cousins" and I was already having trouble with Tanya and with high school on top of it… well it's a bit more miserable, but I have to do this for my family.
Alice started to drive off and before I knew it we were there. "Okay guys we have to go to the office and get our schedules. Our have already been going here so maybe they will give us a break because we are thirty minutes late." She gave me a look signaling that it was my entire fault that we were late, but it's not like I regret it.
"Hello, you guys must be the Cullen's?" A lady who looked like she was about fifty said. She was placed behind a counter that had nicely organized stacks of papers.
"That we are!" Alice practically shouted with a big smile on her face. The lady couldn't help, but smile back.
These kids are just so adorable especially this girl here. She must be… She looked down on her paper Alice.
She handed us our schedules and paper and we walked outside with our maps that we didn't really need because we memorized the entire campus with one look.
"Awesome I have P.E. first!" Emmett shouted. I rolled my eyes and saw everyone else's schedule through their thoughts. I found out that I had European History first with Jasper so I went over to Jasper and showed him my paper. He saw that we had the same class and we walked over together. I just hope *shudder* Tanya isn't in the same class.
She really had been awful the last month that we have been here. While everyone was gone hunting once she came into the house with a silk robe on and in her mind she showed me that she had nothing underneath it.
She was trying to be seductive and it might have been on anyone else, but not me. My heart, mind, body, and soul is only to Bella and no one else. Anyway the whole family came home and saw Tanya trying to kiss me and my arm outstretched pushing her away.
We went to find our lockers and put in the books we would need for later and took the books we needed now which with vampire speed took about two seconds.
We got into class with twenty more minutes left and as we stepped in, as usual, girls minds were on us. I wish that more human girls wouldn't just go for looks, but go for someone with a good personality.
Jasper and I took our seats in the back where there were three empty seats. One was in the far left corner and there were two together in the far right. We took the two next to each other of course though it's not like we needed to, we could communicate easy from across the room.
The teacher had assigned for us to read a chapter in the text book and take notes and Jasper and I did as told though we already know all the information. Gosh high school is so boring without Bel-. I stopped myself right there. I had to keep myself together in public. I can't fall apart because once I go into one of my episodes it takes about a day to get out of it.
The bell rang and I went to my next class which was math. While I was walking I had the strangest feeling as if someone was watching me. I looked around quickly and sniffed the air. There was nothing unusual at all going on. I was going crazy what is wrong with me? I'm going to have to ask Alice at lunch maybe she will know and if I were to tell anyone else they would think I am insane.
All through math I was sunk in my seat. Someone is there I am sure of it! I am a vampire for crying out loud this is my instincts that are telling me this and it's almost impossible to ignore.
The feeling didn't go away and I didn't have any classes with any of my family until after lunch. So once I got to lunch and spotted Alice I quickly grabbed her by the arm to outside.
"What the hell Edward?" Alice shook her arm trying to get my hand off. I released my hand from her arm, but looked right into her eyes holding her gaze.
"Alice something is watching me." I said in a very serious tone. Alice looked at me confused.
"What do you mean?" She crossed her arms and I was happy that she seemed to not be teasing me about this.
"There is something watching me. I don't know what and I'm not insane. The feeling still hasn't gone away though it isn't as strong anymore." Alice looked around scanning the campus around us even the roof. She looked into the future and saw nothing unusual.
"I don't see anything Edward. Let's talk about this when we get home we are at school and someone could hear us." I hated the feeling of this thing watching me and I wanted it gone, but Alice was right. I sighed and shook my head trying to clear my thoughts. She smiled and kissed my cheek. "Well I will see you in French." She walked away and I was left outside alone.
The feeling became stronger again and I turned around to find a girl maybe seventeen. She wasn't on campus, but just about. She had sunglasses on even though it was cloudy. Her hair was bronze and in neat curls that hung loosely down her back, almost to her hips. She was maybe five inches shorter than me which made her tall for a girl. She had pale skin though not as pale as vampires. She looked almost hard as stone though had the grace and elegance of perhaps a ballet dancer. She seemed to almost remind me of Bella, but of course no one could compare to my Bella.
I had a feeling like I knew her somehow and I felt a pull toward her and she needed to be protected by me. No, this did not feel like a pull towards a mate at all, but a whole new kind of pull. Not even the kind that my brothers and sisters had on me, I can't quite put my finger on it.
I looked to find Alice again to show her this girl, but I didn't see Alice in sight and when I turned back to find the girl she was gone, out of sight. Well that's odd….
The bell rang and I was off to class. Who was that girl? Why was she watching me? How did she disappear so fast? Why am I so stupid? I should have been reading her mind, but I was too distracted by my own thoughts.
You okay Edward? Jasper asked after school on our way to the car.
"I'm fine just… I saw something really weird today that's all." I replied.
"Edward, we are vampires what you have possibly seen that is so weird?" Emmett asked with a teasing smirk on his face.
"We will talk about it at home when Carlisle and Esme are there to listen." Everyone nodded in agreement.
After about ten minutes we reached the house and we walked inside. Alice called Esme and Carlisle over for a "family meeting". I told everyone of the girl I saw. How I ended up seeing her, the pull, how she looked, and her mysterious disappearance. Carlisle sat silently thinking about it to himself, Alice started looking through our future, Esme being a mom seemed a bit worried, Jasper was confident that we had nothing to worry about because we could all fight well, Rosalie just didn't care, and Emmett well he thought I was going crazy.
I looked towards Emmett "I am not crazy I saw it I swear." I said and he just rolled his eyes.
"Oh my gosh." Alice muttered and we all looked towards her waiting for an explanation. "I looked into our future and I saw nothing. It wasn't like we were dead or anything. I felt the presence of everyone, but there was no image. What do you think it means?" Alice stared toward the wall try to unscramble her thoughts.
"Should we leave?" asked Esme.
"No." I said immediately. "All of you don't understand. Honestly I feel like this is important that we all stay here. This is going to sound crazy, but this girl is special to me. I don't know why, but of course it isn't in a way you feel about your mate. This is something different." I know I sounded crazy, but I know this is the right decision.
"I can feel it from you Edward. I agree with you we have to stay." said Jasper. Yes I forgot about Jasper's gifts. At least someone can help me figure out what it means.
Carlisle stood up and sighed. "If we are going to wait to see what happens let's not sit around paranoid."
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"Something should be happening today I can feel it. It's been two weeks and this is now around the time our future turned black. Has the feeling gone away Edward?" Alice asked on our way into the school.
"Nope it hasn't. It feels stronger today so I think we will find something out we just have to wait I guess." I shrugged and went to my locker. On the outside I looked calm and composed, but really if I was a human I would be having a heart attack. I had to hear all the ideas from my family about what might happen.
Jasper and I walked into class and waited for it to start. Jasper sent me calming waves and I felt so much better.
"Thanks." I whispered for only his ears.
"No problem." He smiled.
That was the first chapter! I promise the next chapter will be longer, but because this was the very first chapter of the story I wanted to know if it sounded good or interesting. So review and tell me what you think or if you have any guesses as to whom this girl is or if she is even real or not. Thank you for reading promise to update this next week.
