Title: He Tries

Author: PlatinumRoseLady

Disclaimer: Kripke's characters, not mine. There is a line lifted directly from an episode, too. Didn't write that one – the rest in this drabble are all mine.

Drabble Challenge Word: "Nauseous" or a variation. This one is "Nausea"

Language Warning: One bad word

Word Count: 100 words. I'm go glad for the Word Count feature – I'd run out of fingers and toes otherwise.

Players: Go to Enkidu07's page, and you'll find all the (un)usual suspects. Resistance is futile – you will be drabbleized.

Spoiler Alert: Set at the end of "Heaven and Hell"

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He tries.

He tries so very hard to quench the fire burning its way through his abdomen, searing up through his chest, rising into his throat.

He wants the nausea to stop, the pain to cease, the feelings to just go the fuck away.

But they won't. He knows they won't; not unless makes them. Maybe exposing them to air will kill the agony. Like letting clean air into a wound.

Or maybe it will make things worse.

His soul is screaming for the relief talking may bring.

"It wasn't four months, you know" Dean begins.

And thus it starts.

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A/N: For Enkidu07. Happy Birthday!

*Hugs from me and Sam and Dean*