Dear Sora,
I don't know how to put this into words. Quite frankly it is nearly impossible for me to say it but I know I have too. It's upsetting. To think about what I've done.
Sora, I lost. I lost the battle to darkness. I have succumbed to the numb blackness, which you have fought against, so valiantly.
I'm sorry. But you can not make me change my mind. By the time you get this letter, the blackness will have swallowed me into the never-ending hopeless dark. And I will feel no pain. The pain that I felt for the past year. The anger towards you. The hatred towards your girlfriend. The grief of losing you forever. And the pain of never truly loving you. And I know you will say that the pain will still continue on with me. Even in the darkness.
But Sora, I can't keep clinging to something that has no life for me. The light stopped reaching me, when you stopped seeing me. I was crushed. What is the point of holding on to something that has nothing for you?
Don't blame yourself. Most of this pain was self-inflicted. I had clung to you, to hard. Without even realizing it, you pried my fingers away from you. Yet my heart still clings. And I can't live like that. Not now, not ever. Because, Sora, it hurts. The darkness will numb it all. It will be gone.
Tell Roxas I'm so sorry. For taking Naminé away from him forever. Tell him she didn't want to go. And tell him it is my entire fault.
Tell my mom I said good bye. And that I'll miss her.
Tell Riku that he needs to stop acting so old, and start acting young again.
Tell Mickey he is an ass. And he at least needs to apologize to Minnie, who has been crying her heart out since she left Disney Castle.
Tell Leanne that she is a bitch, and if she ever hurts you, I will personally take care of her. Heartless style.
Most importantly, tell yourself, that this was my choice. Nothing else.
Goodbye Forever,
Kairi
Sora gripped the letter with an unknown force. The tears poured down his face.
Kairi was gone. He had felt it when she had left the light. And it took this letter to fully realize what she had meant to him. Kairi was his soul mate, his other half. And he had let her go, without even realizing what he had done.
Sora fell to the sand, feeling his heart rip into a thousand pieces. He let out a strangled cry, knowing he couldn't live without Kairi.
And then, he too, subsumed to the darkness.