My eyes close as the needles pierce my heart
My heart lies numb and gashed open
im plagued by the memories that return to revert my dreams into nightmares
i run but i get absorbed
i scream but all are deaf to my voice
what i thought to be for fools i now wish to receive
the only emotion i seem to see
one and one alone has gassed upon me in the faction
i thirst for
eye for one
heart for one
but i fear my soul might be done
the sorrow i see plagued across the fields of bliss
turn them to spires of hell
i seem to be alone fending off demons from those i care for
as they gouge and slice away at my heart
i stand with nothing
nothing to gain
nothing to lose
nothing to see
nothing to hear or feel
i see a light materializing from the air around me
A single hand reaches out becoming near to me
i grasp a hold as it pulls me in
i cant let go for i now have something
i finally have something to die for
only death will bring me the strength to let go
i cannot let go for this one thing keeps my past away from my dreams
and keeps my present looking forward to my future
without this
i have no future
no present
and the death i sense drawing near
I stand now trying to hold on
trying to keep all i have