Another poem and I own nothing

I live a life of agony and shame

Deciving one I can't even hope to live without now.

Will somebody help me?

And save me from my self torment

I can't stand living like this

Living a lie

I try so hard to leave but I can't

not alone

The truth is my demon heart has vanished

Replaced by a human one

Who loves his mother

I want to tell her

What I truely am

But I can't in fear

I will break her heart or she will reject me

Like so many others have..

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