My second Yuffietine, but the first one actually in the Final Fantasy 7 section. Throughout the whole prologue, there are actually no names, but it is meant to be Yuffie's point of view talking about Vincent. This was orginally a oneshot, but is now being continued. Anyway, please read and review.
Disclaimer: No, I did not make Final Fantasy 7 and I am claiming no rights to it whatsoever. I do claim ownership to this angsty fic, and the ending I have in mind for it. I also own the snickers bar I am currently eating. Besides that, I'm broke.
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Prologue: Inner Rant
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"If ignorance is bliss, why aren't there more happy people?" - Anonymous
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"We have enough youth, how about a fountain of smart?" - Anonymous
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"You're too young. You don't understand."
These words have stalked me all my life; it seems that's all I'm seen as: an ignorant child. I brush them off and laugh, pretending I'm unaffected….even though it hurts. I was doing fine, until you added something.
"You're too young. You don't understand. You don't know what love is."
You're wrong. I'm not too young. I understand. I know what love is.
For so long, I've tried to make you laugh and forget your troubles for at least a minute. All I wanted was to see your smile. But you won't let yourself feel joy…..not since she stole it all away from you.
"You're too young. You don't understand."
No, you don't understand. She's the one who hurt you. She left you broken, and yet you continue to blame yourself. You say you don't deserve love, but I think that is exactly what you need the most.
You say I don't know what love is. Well, I do. I know what love is. It's how I feel around you, it's why I strive to make you smile, and it's why I cry for your sake.
You think I don't know what it feels like to give everything and receive nothing? I know exactly what its like. I know how it feels to understand that if I die, your world would keep turning. My disappearance would mean absolutely nothing. We've both experienced one sided love but there's one major difference: I keep living.
I'm trying so hard, I'm wearing myself out….I'm losing the race, and I'll be damned if I let myself break like you did.
I'm getting fed up; nothing I do works. You won't let yourself be forgiven, and I'm unable to break your chains. I'm crying for you and laughing at myself. I can't succeed.
I think I'm giving up….just how you gave up on the world long ago.
No one understands. No one seems to realize that I'm not too young and I fully understand. I know exactly what love is….and you know what?
I've had enough of it.
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So how was it? I won't be able to know how it was, how it was the greatest thing you have ever read and is now the shining beaken of hope and joy in your life or how much it sucked and you want to kill your computer right now, unless you tell me. (I'm exaggerating in case you didn't catch on. But I do want contructive critism!!)
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