Remembrance:
Disclaimer: I don't own Loveless, or its characters, just this one shot.
Butterfly Remembrance
It has been a year since Soubi left Japan and went back to Septimal Moon. He was supposed to be staying there for four months, but it ended up being a year.
"How are you Ritsuka-kun? Had a good week?" Katsuko-sensei sweetly asked her gloomy patient. "How are you feeling?"
"I'm feeling normal." Ritsuka responded while thinking 'it's always the same conversation.'
"Did anything interesting happen this week?" She continued.
"Not really"
"Ritsuka-kun how was your year?" Katsuko-sensei asked trying once more to get the boy to look up at her.
"This year was okay I guess…" Ritsuka then slowly lifted his head to be rested against the couch, he couldn't help but start to think about someone 'Soubi when are you coming back to me?'
"It seems you don't feel like talking" Katsuko noted by Ritsuka's voice.
"Yeah…" He sighed. "Sensei, I'm going to head home."
"Okay hope to see you next week."
"Okay…" Ritsuka put on his jacket and left, bowing slightly at the door.
He had decided a while ago to go to the same park Soubi and himself shared memories a few years back.
"It's so quiet tonight." He said to no one in particular as he sat down on a cold bench looking at the night sky.
Purple orbs closed as a butterfly suddenly appeared on the bench bringing a sudden breeze along with it, both belonging to the night called for his eyes to open once more.
"This wind is so strong." Ritsuka looked around and noticed the butterfly near him.
He poked the butterfly but its wings opened up as a surprise attack.
"Just looking at this butterfly makes me remember Soubi's art work. This was frustrating, Soubi being so far away."
To Ritsuka everything reminded him of his fighter. Memories appeared all on their own, making him sad, and longing for his blond boyfriend. He got up and decided to go home this time.
The butterfly quietly flew behind Ritsuka, following him wherever he was going.
~Ritsuka's room
He finished eating, doing his homework, and taking a bath. By now he was in his room sitting down on his chair looking through the many pictures on his computer. The pictures served as his memories, memories of friends, memories of places, but most importantly memories of Soubi.
"I miss you so much, Soubi." He kissed the last picture taken before Soubi left, leaving a small lip print on the screen.
The butterfly sat quietly on the windowsill as it watched Ritsuka carefully.
"Your boyfriend will come back to you Aoyagi Ritsuka." The butterfly then flew back to find Agatsuma Soubi. (This isn't possible for a butterfly to watch someone closely :3)
That night Ritsuka dreamt of Soubi while small and quiet tears left their wet trails down his cheeks. It began to rain throughout the night. Ritsuka blamed the butterfly, saying to himself that it made him remember his boyfriend of two years, but lying to yourself doesn't help when you know the truth, his dreams would have happened anyways.
The end
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