Loss and Wishes
As I fall into the nothingness of my life, I forget the happy and the hopefull memories I once had of my - what was once - family. Relatives thought that once that tragic moment passed for me, I would forget it and get on with my life... Well, they were sadly mistaken on that count. What happened that day, is something I will never forget. It is as if it was engraved into my memory, hurting me by reminding me of those forsaken moments. I've become so, numb, so lifeless after the acci- after what happened.
But for the sake of Haruhi, Tamaki, Kyoya, Hunny-Sempai, and Mori-Sempai. The only people besides my brother who ever cared about me. I put on a mask. A happy mask. A facade of happiness of having moved on in life- not better, never better- to what they hoped was a bright future ahead of me. But...they don't know what I feel, they can't possibly know, how it feels like to be me. To know what I've become. This shell of what I once was. To know that my other half is looking down at me from wherever he is, and to know that I am the cause. To know that he is forever gone.
And so if I had a wish. I would wish for two wishes.
I would wish that my beloved Kaoru, my twin, be brought back, to a different family. One that will cherish him and love him...and for my last wish... I would wish, I could be somebody else, anybody but me.