Passion and Tears
Naruto's POV
"Don't mind me anymore."
Sasuke...
"What's with that face?"
Why did you turn out this way?
"Go home."
No
"Go home."
Never
"Go home."
"NOO!!!" I shouted and abruptly sat up in a cold sweat. I threw the covers off and went outside of my apartment, exposing my bare chest to the cool night air. My breathing slowed down as the breeze drifted around me. I grasped the wooden rail tightly and looked up into the full moon. It was pale...like his skin. My blonde hair covered my eyes as I peered at my hands.
You said that I was your closest friend...
I dug my fingers into the wood. The memories of all the times we spent together: fighting, competing, and training.
Why did you leave everybody that cared about you?
I unclenched my fists and felt the unwanted tears slide down my face.
How...could you leave me? Just when I figure out that I may like you...more than I should...
I shivered and went back inside to my warm bed. It was still a bit damp, but I didn't care. I laid down and stared at my cieling.
"I will bring you back Sasuke," I said softly before drifiting off to sleep.
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"Naruto? Naruto, are you listening to me?" a pink haired girl asked.
I shook my head out of my daze. "Wha-? I mean yeah, uhh sounds great," I said.
Sakura Haruno gave me a half-hearted glare. "You have know idea of what I just said, do you."
It wasn't a question. I smiled sheepishly as she sighed and we fell into silence. Both of us were sitting at my favorite ramen shop. It had been her idea to come out and "talk" since this was her day off.
She suddenly faced me and stared at me with intense green eyes. "Naruto, I want to be one of the people that goes with you to find Sasuke," Sakura stated firmly.
I examined her determined look and then simply said, "no."
"Naruto! Please, I-I feel like I need to do something. I'm always such a burdened to you and-"
I placed my hand on top of hers which caused her to stop talking. "Sakura, I want Sasuke back as much as you do." Maybe even more. " You've seen how strong he is though. I don't need to remind you of the instance with Captain Yamato, Sai, you and me when we came across him. I just think that your place is here."
Sakura looked about ready to cry but she relunctantly nodded. I thanked her for the ramen and then left. It was time for me to start finding my comrades for the next month.
Let's see my main choices will be out of Rock Lee, Shikamaru, Chouji and Kiba. Oh wait Kiba has his family reunion thingie. Damn. Hmm maybe Neji? I think he'll work.
I smiled and set out for each respective house.
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It took me most of the day to find my companions, but ultimately I was going to travel with Neji, Rock Lee, and Shikamaru. All of us were currently standing in front of Old lady Tsunade.
She gave us all a hard look and saved an especially long one for me. "I'm giving you all a month from tomorrow to bring Sasuke back. I don't care if you succeed or fail, you need to be back in a month. Understand?"
We all delivered a curt nod and began leaving.
"Naruto?" the 6th hokage asked.
I stopped and turned to look at her worried face. Before she could speak, I pasted a grin on my face and said, "Don't worry Grandma, I'll bring Sasuke back. You better believe it. Besides if you keep worrying like you are, you'll only add more wrinkles to your face."
"You little brat! Get outta my office," Lady Tsunade shouted.
I snickered, left her office, and headed for home. When I reached my humble abode, I instantly felt tire and didn't feel like packing for my trip. Nevertheless I forced myself to find a pack and began putting in the required necessities for the month long mission. As soon as I finished, I collapsed on to my bed and immediatley dropped off to sleep.
I was running. Running through hallway after hallway. I could see him flitting just in front of me, just out of my reach. I just have to put on a bit of extra speed. I dived at the figure that was considered my rival and yet my closest friend. I felt contact as the body that was under me fell under my weight. I turned Sasuke over on to his back, straddled his waist, and held his hands by his head. I greedliy drank in the site of his milky skin, which contrasted his inky black hair that was splayed out around his head. A light smirk was fixed on those delectable lips.
"C'mon Naruto," Sasuke goaded me, "don't you want a taste?"
He grinded up against my growing bulge. I growled in pleasure and gazed at him through half-lidded eyes. Heat was seaping into my loins and I felt the warmth make a permanent pool at the pit of my stomache. I lowered my head into his neck and began leaving butterfly kisses, which spurred light moans from the black haired boy. I wanted to hear more of those sweet noises, so I kissed and licked his neck with more fervor.
"Ahh, mmm Naruto," Sasuke mewled while grinding his hips against mine again.
I bit back my own moan and went to capture his li--
BEEP BEEP BEEP
I opened my eyes unwillingly. I wanted to finish up my dream, and so did my body apparently from the large erection I was supporting in the lower areas. I sighed heavily, while I hit the alarm.
Just maybe I can make that dream a reality, I thought, while heading to my bathroom to take a cold shower before meeting up with my other team members. The mission starts today.
A/N: Hi guys! I know that this chapter kind of dragged, but it's the first one and I need to set the staging so bear with me. I do have some questions to ask you all and it would be helpful if you answered them in a review or in a PM. Ok
1) Do you like the way I do first person or should I do third person omnipotent (if you don't know what that is, go look it up. Sorry, I'm really lazy right now)?
2) Should I have Naruto seme or uke? I'm not guarenteeing anything but there may be something. To reassure you, this is a SasuSui fic, but you know complications will arise sometimes.
3)...well, I don't think I had a third one, but tell me how you think of it so far. I'm also open to any suggestions. I may or may not use them. I do already have a rough outline of what I want to happen.
Thanks for being so patient with me!!! I also apologize for any grammar, spelling, and writing structure mistakes. I do not have a beta and it is 2 in the AM right now so yeah.