Chapter 1 – Re-awakening

Disclaimer: I don't own it. Nope. None of Love Hina be mine.

Tsuruki-chan: Oh me oh my. My very first fan fictions. Please do review this. I want to know how people like my work. Please don't be to mean . . As you know this is a love hina fanfiction. If you notice all of the events that Motoko writes about are in the books (Vol. 1- 14) so they will seem familiar. Please enjoy. I'll try to update soon. Schools coming up though. Auu.

Dear log journal… thing-

It seems everyone keeps these so I thought I should start. I guess I should put who I am and stuff. I don't know how to do this. I hope you're as useful as they say oh journal. My name is Motoko Aoyama. I'm 23, and I live in a place called Hinata House. I've lived there for about 8 years now. Uh that's all I can think of now…

Motoko put down her journal and pen. With a sigh she got up from her desk and walked down into the dinner room. It was the normal chaos. Su and Sarah running around playing there version of "tag". Shinobu trying to calm them down while attempting to put the food down on the table. Kitsune sitting at the table with her half empty glass of booze. And Ema running away from them. Ema, the newest resident of the Hinata House, seemed to be fitting in just fine.

"So where are the two love birds?" asked Kitsune after the group had settled.

"Nyahaha. Proubably at some hotel." Su chimed in.

"Sempai wouldn't do that!" Shinobu would always come to his defense.

Motoko took her seat. She thought about the two "love birds." Even after four years after her confession, and their wedding. She became aware that her love for him could never be anything more than a fantasy. Thus she had disband her feelings for him. Or she thought. She tried to keep her feelings to a minimum now. She had Tokyo U classes to worry about.

"Oh well." Said Sarah after a while. "The dork and the ditz aren't here so let's eat before the food gets cold. They can always have the scraps."

"I'm with Sarah on that one. I'm starving. Can't just survive on this drink." Kitsune said.

Hello again journal-

Keitaro and Naru didn't show up for dinner. I think that they said they were going out for the day. But then again we never really pay attention to what he says. He could be gone for a week for all we know. Sigh. Thinking about them reminds me of when he first came and I absolutely hated him. Then I almost killed him too when I first though I liked him and it turned out to be a cold…. God I still can't believe it was a cold. I never get sick. I wish I had made my confession earlier than when I did… wait what am I saying. I'm happy for Naru and Keitaro and I wouldn't want it any other way.

"Sorry we missed dinner guys." Keitaro and Naru walked in the doors of Hinata House.

"Yeah we kinda lost track of time." Naru said in an apologetic tone.

"Oh.." Kitsune came up closer to Keitaro. "And where were you two, eehhh?"

"We were just running a few errands!" Keitaro answered in his normal defensive tone.

"C'mon!" Su pounced on him from behind. "Tell us what ya really did."

"I told you darn it! We just ran a few errands!" He straightened his glasses after Su's attack. "Look! I bought more food. And bananas for you Su. Since none of you ever go shopping. Now if you don't mind I'm going back up to my room to rest. I'm pretty tired."

"Oh fine. We'll play later Keitaro." Su said and walked off towards her room.

Motoko had watched from her spot in the room. Nothing had seemed to change since he came here. Always being teased and questioned about were he had been.

'It's kinda cute to see him all flustered.' Motoko thought. "Gyah! What am I thinking!" She watched as Naru took the groceries into the kitchen as Shinobu followed to help.

"Motoko you're pretty quiet over there." Kitsune said. "Oh wait. I bet I know what it is. Hee hee." She gave the devilish look when she was about to say something dirty. "You still like him, don't you?"

"K-Kitsune!" Motoko stammered. "Of course not! I know he's married and that nothing would ever come between them. And I'm happy for them and wouldn't want to change a thing. Why would I still like him?"

"Grr.." Kanako sat in the corner of the room eyeing Motoko. She was still after Keitaro but not in such a forward way. She still didn't like the fact that anyone else liked him.

"Kanako! What're you doing here? I thought you were going on that trip with Grandma Hinata." Motoko asked. Of course Kanako sort of did pop up out of the blue at times. One could only be so surprised.

"Sorry to burst your bubble but Grandma canceled. Said she had some important things to take care of. Is that a problem?"

"Ah nah. Your part of the Hinata family. Even if we like it or not, this place isn't the same without you. Hey speaking of which. Where's our newest family member Ema?" Kitsune asked after realizing that she hadn't seen Ema running around since dinner."

"She said she'd be going out with some friends after dinner. She'll be back later." answered Motoko. Motoko hadn't spoken to Ema much. But in the time she had, she found that she was more reserved and well, in a sense normal compared to the other residents. Motoko had found her lucky though. She hadn't been there when Keitaro first came. She came in right as he was getting married. So Motoko knew that she wouldn't hopelessly fall for him like the rest of the residents did.

"Well guys thanks for the food." Said Kitsune. "I guess I'll head back over to my place, thanks for the meal.

"Kitsune you free loader."

Journal-

Sigh. Even though Keitaro's married it seems everyone still likes him. What is it about him that we like so much…Argh! Just thinking about it makes me mad. I'm smart, I'm pretty I can find plenty of guys to date but no…I'm stuck on Keitaro! Whatever..

After my cold when he came I accepted him a little bit more. Oh and then Naru and Keitaro ran of to Okinawa with Mutsumi since they failed their Todai Entrance Exams… we all ended up chasing after them. Performing on the streets for money… I still can't believe that I did that. Of course I guess that that just shows that he had already become part of our family and weren't going to let him run away. I was pretty happy when we found them.

And alas even after that he caught my blade with his bare hands and I had to act more feminin by his request. Thanks to Kitsune (ugh) I became "Miniskirt Motoko (double ugh.) I got so mad that I couldn't smile right or even be feminine like they wanted. Then Keitaro came to cheer me up. I think that may have been when I started liking him but I didn't realize it. Oh man. I made another who entry of memories. I guess being by Keitaro can bring back memories from the old days.

Tsuruki-chan: Yay my first chapter is done. W . I hope you enjoyed it. This is going to be a three part story. Please review I want to know what you people think. -; We'll I'm actually working on the third part now so the second will be up soon. I just want to make sure it's all clear of spelling and things. See ya later.

Tsuruki-chan.