This is my first fanfic so please be nice. I'll get better soon! This is based on the recent spoilers and episodes for Will and Sonny. Even though I hate this storyline I couldn't help writing this.

I hear a knock on my apartment door and figure it must be Brian. Weird though. We didn't make any plans for today. I sort out my hair and open the door only to have someone barge past me and into my apartment. Once I've gained my balance I shoot a dirty glance at whoever it is and my scowl drops immediately. Will. "What are you-"

"Do you want to hurt me?"

Wills voice cracks and I immediately fill with guilt and sympathy. "I'm guessing you know about me and Brian."

Will flinches at Brian's name but nods regardless. I sigh. "Do you want to hurt me?"

As Will repeats it I grow annoyed. "Of course I don't Will. I want to move on."

"From me?"

Tears stream down Wills face as he stares at me. Straight in the eye. Despite how much I want to I can't look away from those eyes. Like the sky. Blue and beautiful. "Yes."

"Why? I thought you wanted to move past this I thought you were gonna be there for me."

"And I thought that you'd never lie to me. Funny how our expectations are never met."

Will looks as if I had just thrown his mom and dad in boiling water and chopped up kittens in front of him. I feel the guilt coming on stronger now. "When we kissed at the coffeehouse I really thought that you would at least try. Then I come to visit you and find you kissing Br... Him!?" Oh no. Now Will's angry. "Do you know how that feels? To see the person you love with someone else?" I shake my head. I can only imagine. "It felt as if someone had ripped out my heart and thrown it away like it was trash! I miss you so much Sonny! Every single time I see you but can't reach you that cut goes a little bit deeper. I think about you all the time. About how I can make it up to you."

"Maybe you should spend that thinking time on your daughter. Focus on her. Let her replace me. It'll help you get over me faster."

"I don't want to get over you!"

"Well you may have to!"

"Why can't we work things out?"

"Because this is too big. I mean it's not even real for me yet! Every time I think of this it's like "Will? A father? No he would have told me! He wouldn't have betrayed me like that!" but I was wrong. I'm sorry Will but there's no redeeming this."

Will looks at me and I think the only thing he processed was the last line because he's looking at me with hurt eyes.

I know that Will won't leave so I grab my jacket and go out of my apartment.

I'm close to the coffeehouse when Will catches up with me. He grabs my arm and if it wasn't for Will being so strong then I would have made a run for it. Will is a wreck. He has tears running down his face and desperation in his eyes. "Sonny please."

"Will let go of my arm."

"I can't lose you. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Please give me another chance."

"Will, I can't do this right now let go of my-"

"Don't leave me. Please. Honey please." I try to walk off when I feel the tears stinging my eyes but Wills grip is iron and I only manage a few steps before he stops me again. "No! Sonny I can't lose you. I can't!"

"Will please stop."

"I will do anything Sonny just don't leave me please." I can feel myself breaking. Will is breaking my heart but just being near him I want to kiss him and tell him I love him. But I can't. I'm too mad and if there is any chance of us getting back together I need to be over him. "Think of all those happy memories. We could have loads more of those if you just stay with me. Don't give up on us Sonny we could have a whole future ahead of us."

I look Will straight in the eyes and shake my head. The hope leaves Wills eyes in an instant and is replaced by emptiness. He knows I'm not going to give in. "Not anymore Will. I'm sorry. Good luck with your daughter. I hope you find someone who loves you as much as I did."

Will shakes his head. "No. Sonny no!" I start to head off and I feel Wills hands tighten until it's bruising. I continue trying to walk away as well as prying Wills hands off of my arm. "No please. Please don't do this. Please. I love you and I'll never get over you. Please Sonny!"

"Hey! Get off of him!" I hear someone shout. I look over and am relieved to see Brian but Will doesn't seem to notice as he is still begging and pleading and crying and basically making me feel so guilty I want to crawl into a hole and die. Brian finally reaches us and pushes Will. Hard. "Can't you take a hint?"

"Brian." I say in a warning tone and see Abigail coming over out of the corner of my eye.

"He wanted you to get off couldn't you see you were hurting him."

I put my hand on Brians arm and he looks at me. I give him a warning glance and he nods his head. I look at Will and he looks like a kid who had just been caught drawing on the walls. He stands up and looks at me and I feel Brian tense beside me put my hand is still there and I rub his arm discreetly. "Sonny I-I I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you." Abigail has arrived now and is looking between all of us which a confused expression on her face. "Ar-Are you okay?"

Will reaches his hand for where he was gripping me but I shrug away. "I'm fine. Experienced worse. Come on Brian let's go."

Brian practically runs away and I look back and see Will crying and talking to Abigail. I can't think of him we're not together anymore.