Despicable. Evil.

I've been called many things. Do you think I like it? Do you think I do this out of cold blood?

No.

I wanted to make the clans stronger, better. So I would never be like my father. That, I cannot be. Is that wrong?

I have regrets.

I'm not a killer, through and through. I have feelings. Emotions.

Do you know the feeling of watching your own father walking away?

That, I never want my kits to know.

So I would have brought them along.

Why did he stay?

Was I just not good enough?