1. Ginny's Dairy

Harry was feeling very nuisance. He wasn't able take fact that hewas not only there when the snake attacked Mr Weasley. Hewas the one who attacked Mr Weasley. He was the snake. He was lying on bed, not able sleep. He wasn't trying hard to sleep either. The fear of becoming a snake and attacking any other order member was hitting him constantly. Lying on the bed of grimmould place, he was staring at the ceiling. It was half past twelve and he felf thirsty. He decided to grab a butterbear from the kitchen. He get up from bed silently not to disturb Ron. He makes his way down to the kitchen and drank a butterbear. When he was leaving the kitchen his eyes fell on a figure sitting on the sofa, head laid down on the left arm on the table facing the sofa. The right hand was resting on the table near an opened book. He got near the figure and the light of little fire burning on fireplace illuminate the face of Ginny. She must be studying something and fell asleep. He sat on the sofa opposite to hers and picked up the book. It wasn't a book. It was a Dairy. Ginny's Dairy. "May be she was writing in the dairy on the and fell asleep " thought Harry. The Dairy bear the date of previous day. He knows, it's not a good thing to read others Dairy even with permission. But he was Harry Potter, the son of one of the best rule breaker of All Time James Potter. Harry started reading the Dairy.

Dear Dairy,

Not a great day as a whole. All were still very worried about dad. Yeah, he is going to be fine. There were long cuts and wounds on his neck, arms, face, legs and neck and all he said that it's just some scratch. Thanks heavens he was spotted on time. Uncountable thanks to Harry. But he looked very disturb. He is not talking to anyone properly. Hermoine arrived today and we all make Harry understand that it's neither his fault for dad's condition nor he was possessed by that bloody Voldemort. He already suffered a lot and now things are going worse for him. Why he can't be just Harry. A normal living boy. May be, then he will notice that there is some...

Harry looked at her face. She was in a sound sleep. She definitely fell asleep while writing and it wasn't completed yet. Actually he was little shocked that she wrote the name 'Voldemort' and a little glad that she was over her crush on him and like him to be a normal boy. "Yeah! I can bargain every galleon I own to be a NORMAL boy" thought Harry. But he was a little curious too. What he had never noticed that she want to him to notice. He look at her face again. She was still sound asleep. Her was face glowing in the dim light of fire. Peaceful and angelic. He flipped a couple of pages. And started reading a page which was little crispy. Maybe due to water. The Dairy reads-

Dear dairy

I was happy. Very happy that I am going home for Christmas. And happily attended the DA lessen. Broken. Blank hollow. Incomplete. Lost of all hopes I feel now. I waited so long but that don't paid off. Not worthy of it, I guess. Why I keep hoping? Why? Why? Why? Why I don't understand that it can't be me. Never ever. When will I be over this? If it is possible, of course. There nothing I can do now. I don't want to do anything about this. I don't want another stupid girl thing to turn into disaster again. Yes now I am happy. Very happy indeed. More than happy,i n fact, if he is happy with it. You are my best friend dear Dairy. You listen all what I say. You took all my emotion. And I hate myself for this sometime. I want to stop this. But I can't. How hard I try, I can't stop doing this. But now, there is no way out. It doesn't matter now I had given up. I have given up. I shall have to give up every day to come over it. Thanks for the pain to him.

Confused. Harry did not had faintest of clue what it was all about. He look for the date. The entry was made on the same night when Mr. Weasley was attacked. But it doesn't fit. The most confusing thing was the person she was taking about. What he had done. What she isn't worthy of. What is disturbing her. "I will ask her. Maybe I can help her" he thought. He was feeling dizzy now. So he closed the dairy and stood up silently. Suddenly, he realised that the dairy wasn't close before so he have open it again. He leaned forward to pick up the dairy and open its first page. Wards start to appear in it which reads-

Who are you?

He sat down again. Took the quill and wrote his name. But nothing happened. He closed and reopened it. The dairy asked again. This time he wrote "Ginny weasley". It worked because the dairy asked something about which he has no idea.

Who saved your saviour?

It's was awkward. which saviour needed to be saved. And above it. Who is the saviour of ginny? There was nothing more to do. He close the Dairy, carefully placed it near her hand, wishing that she would not notice that her dairy should be open. He reached his bed, laid down and thought about the Dairy entries of ginny. He don't know how much time passed while he was thinking. "Who can be her saviour? Why the saviour was also in the danger? What may have happened. What danger she was in? How many times she was in danger? As far as I know." Then a probability hit him. The saviour can be him in the chamber of secret and his saviour was Fowkes, the phoenix. He got up and went downstairs to try again but the hall was empty now. She was gone to her bed. He too returned to his bed to fell asleep quickly.

Author's note

This is my first story and any criticism and praise are welcome.

As you have already guessed, the story take place in Harry's fifth year after the attack on Mr. Weasley in Christmas holidays.

The story is same as the original one. A little change is what I am doing is patch - up of Ginny after Harry's break up with Cho.

My story will not go 'too' long. Maximum of 8 chapter or more.

So please review. Even 1 word review will increase my moral to post new chapters quickly. And criticism will improve the quality.