In The Door Of Freedom

Rework of Jealous And Different

Chapter 1 - Ann's Plan?!

"These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase" - My Immortal - Evanescence

A/N: I don't own The Incredibles. Neither the song. Oh, and it's in Violet's P.O.V!

It's been 2 year since the happenings on the Normanisan Island. I never thought, I ever go back and daydream about a situation, a danger like that. Just to find myself a little more with him. Him who? Oh sorry. I didn't really speak up that well. Because something inside me changed as well. That's how people's actually fell in love, right? To know that anything could come into the life called series and still, can trust in them, and they will support you. That's how I, fell in love. And that kindda makes me the person I am today. Because I'm sick. They can tell me that I am sick. And not even try to understand me, but hey, after all, they are right! Who would fall for their own blood related brother?!

Welcome to my life, welcome to your tape, dear life. Haha. Sounded kindda like from one of those shows. Back to reality. I have fell in love with Dash back in time. Just realized kindda late. I felt like a tornado hitting my head. I was laying in the bed, while being on phone with my friend, Cara, when it suddenly hit me. Staying eyes wide open, and crying. Nobody understood me. Nobody will. And that was a moment when I promised myself, nobody will ever know these feelings. I try to hide them. Even thought, I'm fighting with these feelings since 2 year but, who knows? You can't trust anybody. This is the reason nobody knows about my different love interest towards Dash. So cannot let anybody know these feelings. I would die...

"Vi, are you even listening?" Ann asked, breaking me out of my mind.

"Not really, her mind is totally focused on somebody..." Cara answered.

"Really? Is our dear Violet in love finally?" Ann asked again.

Okay, they have put me in a situation paradoxon, where I need to have a good right answer. Quickly I took a small bite in my lips, during thinking, what should I tell them. They want to know if I am having somebody on my mind. But I could get in trouble. Serious deep trouble...

"Maybe..." I sighed as an answer.

"Maybe means someone is happened to get your interest on! Let us know everything about him, how does he looks like, anything you want us to know about him!" Ann said. She was excited. She is excited.

What to do now, Violet? The clock is ticking, don't turn invisible. Just sigh, take a long breath and tell them. No names. Go ahead. If they don't know the actual real name then, no one gets in trouble. You can save yourself from a falling down. One, two, three...

"He's amazing. Like, who isn't?" I laughed. "He has the amazingest smile ever in the world. Whenever we talk I feel like I could listen to him. Just talking about whatever he likes to do! I could even stare all day to his beautiful blue eyes."

"You sure sound like someone who's adoring somebody so cool." Cara sighed. "What's his name?"

My heart skipped a beat. I just sat there and tried not to blush. It was hard, but tried as well. It's hard when you try to speak up about your life long crush without telling a name to look up at. Terrible but sweet.

"Look, I'm not in the mood to tell you his identity..." I sighed.

"Girl, we know your deepest secret. Why would his identity be a bigger secret?" Cara asked again.

"Nevermind it, Car. Tonight will be for actions. Showtime." Ann smiled. "You know the party at my place."

"You know I wouldn't miss a thing about your party."

Okay. She's definitly up to something. Is that gonna contain alcohol? Maybe if I drink too much I will be able to do something... Bad. Rethink, Violet. Rethink! This is not the way he deserves to know what goes inside you! He deserves better! He deserves everything...

"Is he going to appear on my party, or there's a slight chance?"

"Maybe." I smiled.

"Cool. It's going to be a night to remember!"

Ann sat up with big bright smile on her face. The next notification was by her. A message.

"Tonight's gonna be LIT! Party at my place. Autonomic message."

Well played, Ann. Well played. I sighed as I put my phone back to my bag. Cara turned to me. Face to face. Her smile was away. Like she knew something about my "crush".

"We all know who is this crush about." Cara breaked the silence.

"Really? Let me know then." I said.

"Ah, too easy. You want me to tell it infront of the school's face. You are just damn well played, Vi." Cara crossed her arms together.

"You are literally scaring me, Cara. Nevermind, okay? What if I made things up? Just to shut mind up. Either yours or just Ann's but, who knows what I am really up to." I explained. I got Cara in shook. But she didn't give it up that easily.

"So you just made up that mistery blue eyes so damn well talking boy? I thought I know him but then no." Cara laughed. And it got me shook. Tables have turned.

"You know about it?" I asked.

"Girl trust me, I even knew it before you would ever realize!" Cara blasted out. "Get drunk and just do the stereotypical things. It might turn out well." She blinked.

"Like you would know him. That his feelings are what and why." I sighed. "It's worster than ever, Car. But please, may keep this forever until I make up things to be better."

"Vi. You are my friend. I trust you. You will make things up in an acceptable form. And definitly in the supporting team for you and him! Just go for it. Maybe you should talk about it. If not drunk, then after sobering."

Cara is damn right. She made my afternoon better. Made my life now better with her words. I gotta preach it down to my soul. After 2 year maybe I got time to make things up. Better or worster, it is really a big time for now...

It's the night what it's called, showtime...