Authoress Note:
Hi, hello, the reason why I wrote this oneshot was because although in the actual book it touched on this a little I felt like it didn't fulfill my need to see what Bella feels like when she hears Edward's voice. Please favourite, follow, and review. :) Please also check out my other stories.
"No Bella." I lived for these moments, when his silky voice would resonate through my ears, an almost replica of the original. These daydreams grew out of misbehavior, whenever I did something stupid I could relive his overprotective concern for me. Whenever this happened I could believe that he still loved me even though he didn't.
His other-worldly voice brought me back into a dream.
"No! What about Charlie?" He called out. Charlie, my Dad; I made a promise to him about Charlie. But he lived in the real world, the world where they're gone, the world where he's gone as well, the world where he doesn't love me anymore. Hearing him in any way I can was better than this life, or whatever you would call barely living. I had a sun but that was once upon a time. My Adonis, he lives in a world of love and happiness. Before him my life was normal, with him it was extraordinary, after him it should've become normal again but all it became was sad and lonely.
I would pick him over real life any minute of forever, Sometimes it's better to live in a fantasy world than join reality. Once again I banged my head against the wall waiting for my angel to return and scream at me, I couldn't wait. At night he would visit me making my room a paradise than when he, he, left me. it became nothing but a hole for me to sulk in quietly.
I paced across the room and I heard the creak the second after it happened. I looked down and the floorboard was dented, I could hear the things that were stowed under it. I pulled at it with all my strength but it didn't budge. A strip of paper although peeked it's head out ,I grasped it and scanned the words on it quicker than I had anything before.
How dare he! probably just wanted to torment me more. I didn't care, I still loved him! I darted over to the wall and continued bangong my head against the wall. waiting for my angel to scream at me, I couldn't wait.
Authoress Note:
Thank you so much for reading1 I know this is short but I struggle with making my stories very long. If anyone has some tips to make my stories longer please pm me or review on this story. Please review and have a wonderful day.