I DON'T OWN ANYTHING SM IS THE TALENTED ONE

1. JACOB BLACK

It had been three years since I was born and the terror of the Volturi attack and my health problem were behind us and finally I could live the happy live I had with my family and friends. I was three years old but I looked like seventeen so I was at the last class of high school...Forks high school.

Forks were the place that my dad, Edward Cullen, met my mom, Isabella Swan and the place I got born after I nearly killed my human mother. After my birth, dad changed mom into a vampire. Also at Forks lived my grandpa Charlie and my best friend Jacob Black.

My graduation was really close and I got nervous every day. However except that, I was happy and really full since my parents adored me and the rest of my family were there for me anytime I needed them .And of course Jake. My Jake .My mother's best friend was always around for me all these years, never letting me alone and he was getting in front of me when I argued with my dad. Never letting me alone, holding my hand when I was afraid… never letting me getting hurt.

At the beginning I saw him like my best friend, an older brother that loved me and protected me from everything that trying to hurt my feelings; however he changed a lot when I started dating other boys. Everyone was overprotective about that because they knew my real age but Jacob looked like he was in pain. He tried to hide it, he tried to be happy only for me but we spent so many hours every day together that I could understand how he felt. I could still remember his reaction when I told him that I will go out for the first time with a boy.
He picked me up from school every day so he came that day too and welcomed me with a huge grin to his face like he always did when he was seeing me.
"Hey Jacob" I said smiling
"Hey Nessie" he said and gave me a bear-like hug
"My name is Renesmee, Jake" I told him rolling my eyes. He named me Nessie after Lochness monster.
He chuckled once and started the car smiling.

"So what did you do today?"He asked
"Nothing important. Oh a boy asked me out" I announced happy
"That's … great" he said forcing a smile
"yeah it's a boy I really liked" I said making myself comfortable at the seat
He didn't say anything else but suddenly he was more serious almost sad. He had an expression that I had never seen to his face before and I didn't like it...I didn't want Jacob sad. I wanted him happy, I wanted to see his glorious smile but I didn't know what was wrong.
He let me at my house and started the car again.
"You will not come inside?"I asked confused. He always did.
"No today Renesmee...See you tomorrow, have fun" he said coldly and disappeared before I could say anything else.
I looked at him confused and socked, since when I was Renesmee for him?

I got inside the house troubled and of course uncle Jasper got up my mood immediately.
"Hey princess what's up?"He asked
"Nothing uncle...Something with Jacob …hm...It's dad or mom here?"
"Upstairs sweetie" He answered and looked at me trying to understand my feelings.
I went upstairs and knocked moms and dad's bedroom door
"Come in" my mom said and I got into the room.
"Hey sweetie" my mom said smiling and hugged me softly giving me a big smile.
"Hey mom. Is dad here too?" I asked a little nervous.
"Of course I am baby" Dad came out of the bathroom and hugged around my waist.
"Mom, dad I want to go out tonight with a boy from my class" I said nervous for their answer.
Dad looked mom worried but then he nodded."Of course sweetie but keep in mind that it's a school day tomorrow and you have to come back soon" He said wearing the serious-father-face.
"Sure dad" I told and smiled wide knowing that he was trying really hard not to read my thoughts.

I went to prepare for the big time asking help from the experts in this kind of things. Aunt Alice and Aunt Rosalie helped me to get ready and gave me advices about my date. When the time arrived I walked down to the living room wearing a deep blue-my father's favorite color-long dress and heels facing my grandparents, Esme and Carlisle and my uncles that were standing next to my date looking down at him serious .Jacob wasn't there and I felt suddenly a big empty place at my heart...something like pain. Like something was really wrong.

We left around six o'clock and went to the only restaurant at Forks.
I had a great night out and I had my first kiss at the end but it wasn't like I had expected. Not like the fairytales and the weird feelings that everybody describes… not nervousness, not butterflies in my stomach… anything.

The days past quickly and I had my first boyfriend that made me feel happy but not full. He was great but suddenly I compared him with Jacob .Jacob that wasn't around and he didn't answer my calls, Jacob that I missed him so much that I decided to go at La Push and find out why he wasn't here with me.

He was sitting with his dad and Charlie and when he saw me he came to me. Face serious, and a look that told me he was in pain, he was suffering.
"Where are you all these days?"I demanded" you don't answer my phone calls and you don't come to see me anymore" I said trying to hold back my tears.
"Sorry Renesmee I was kind of busy" he said calmly.
"Oh yeah talking with Charlie and Billy about fishing?" I asked hurtful

"Renesmee go to your home" he said softly.

"What did I do?" I asked feeling a sharp pain in my chest.

"Just go" he said and left again without looking back at me.

I left mad and in pain and returned home.
That day my boyfriend decided to make another conversation with me. We kissed, hugged and stuff but I was always stopped him when he wanted to go further. I wasn't ready for the next level yet and the fact that he put pressure on me didn't help me to relax.

We argued, he got angry and left saying that we were done and never call him again because he didn't want to be in a relationship with a girl that wasn't going to have sex with him.

I felt hurt and I cried a lot that day despite the fact that my whole family were there I felt broken ...alone. The boy I thought was loving me wanted only sex from me and when I didn't gave it to him he walked away plus that my best friend didn't pick up the phone or talk to me at all.
The next day, I didn't go at school or I didn't talk to anybody, even though they tried to talk to me and my uncle Jasper tried to make me smile. The only thing I wanted was to be alone or somehow in a magical way to have Jacob here. I wanted his arms around me to tell me that everything was ok that I was safe with him. But he wasn't there and that hurt me.

It was afternoon, almost a month after my break up and a month without Jacob in my life when I heard a soft knock at my room's door.

"Go away I am not here!" I said and cover myself with my blanket.

"You are a terrible actress" I heard his husky voice and immediately looked around.

I saw Jacob standing at my door frame, smiling at me the way he always did. Like he was here all these days with me… like I was his best friend again.
He approached, sat at my bed next to me and hugged me around my shoulders. I didn't talk I just snuggle into his arms and closed my eyes feeling safe for the first time this month.
It took me two hours to understand that ...now ...in Jacob's arms I was happy...I felt safe and anything seemed silly. I look up to his face and he smiled sending something straight to my heart...I hugged him tight and close my eyes again.
I finally understood...I didn't cried for the relationship that didn't work, I didn't cried because my boyfriend wanted only sex with me…I was crying because…I was in love...I was kidding myself all this time...I never loved the other guy, I never cried for him. I was crying because I was in love with Jacob Black.

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