A.N. my first one-shot song fic. Plz tell me what you think
I want to heal
I want to feel
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
I walk my own path. No one can stop me. No one can control me. I am a proud warrior.
So how did I lose? How did the weakling no body defeat me? I am stronger then him. I am ruthless, he is not. I will kill, he would not. So how did I be defeated?
I get lost in the nothingness inside
I remember all of your teachings
This is not what I wanted to be
"Ren the reason you lost is simple"
"Then tell me what I did wrong. How did you beat me?"
"It's simple pal."
Pal did he just call me pal. A friend? Mere seconds ago I was trying to kill him yet he calls me a friend.
The fault is my own
I was confused
Nothing to gain
"You lost because rage consumes you. You felt nothing but hate so you couldn't feel anything else. You could only sense hate. I fought with friendship to save you. And because of that you couldn't feel what I was about to do."
"Hate is not the key? With out my hate what do I have left?"
I want to let go of the pain
I want to find a place I belong
I need to do it on my own
"No its not. Lets go and get some food I'm hungry"
"What?"
"Food. You know you eat it and stuff"
"You want me to come to your home? Why? I must know why you are acting like where friends"
I want to runaway
Never say good bye
Want to shut the door and open up my mind
"that's an easy one Ren. We are friends"
"How can you say that? I have never had a friend. I kill and destroy that is all I can do that is all I've know."
"That's not true Ren. You have always had a friend since you were a child. Bason has always been your friend"
"Bason?"
"Come on lets get some food"
Some where I belong.