I'm Still
Standing
A\N Hope not to terrible.
Beck- He has no personality, right? Well think again. He has walls only three people can push down. But then again ones dead, ones a baby and ones is a person he has never met. One person finds out what Beck's like, and it will change everything.
Jade- Mean and very sarcastic, that's Jade isn't it? Well, that's before she crumbles. One person made her crack but he didn't stay long enough to hear her scream. Well who actually wants to hear that?
Prologue
Beck hadn't been his normal self lately every one could see that. Instead of being perfect and mostly being the center of attention, he was being late for class, having messy hair and getting extremely annoyed if girls were surrounding him. Its like something was frightening him, like a rain cloud over his head and not going away.
Beck's POV
I woke up at around 5:15am to find my girlfriend, Natalia, sitting by the fridge, eating whatever she could find. Her baby bump was really showing but she was still beautiful. Her blonde hair just looked perfect. "Good morning babe" I called to her letting her now that I was awake.
"God Beck you frightened me" She said throwing a pillow at me. I pretended to look hurt. "This baby is going to come soon and I don't want it now" She told me laughing.
"Whats funny?" I ask her. Joining in. It was nice to see her smile. Over the last 7 months she's been terrified of whats going to happen. Also she hates people judging her so she hasn't been to a doctor, well she went once to get the medication but after that non other. And she made me get her maternity cloths what was hugely embarrassing being a seventeen year old, walking out of Mothercare with the crib and other essentials babies need.
It's a very big squash in the RV but its the best we can do. No one nows about Natalia as she goes to Sherwood though after she found out about the little one she stopped going after a month, like I said she hates getting judged. Her bump seemed to grow very quickly and soon you could easily tell. Her parents don't know as they live in Florida and she didn't want them to come back. That's my girl, always thinking of others. My mom knows but my dad dont as he's in Canada helping with my uncles café.
"It's this stupid baby its making me laugh, you stupid boy making this happen to me Beckett" She yelled playfully. I went over to her to see what she was eating. In one hand she had a chocolate ice-cream lollypop and in the other was a left over spaghetti taco from last night.
"God Natalia, how much" I said scolding her. "Um excuse me I'm eating for two" She said in a tone saying don't. Mess. With. Me. I laughed at her and she got up still licking the ice lolly and flopped onto my bed. "Well it seems like your eating for ten" I said laying next to her.
"Well I could be, I don't no, and nether do you" She said seriously rubbing her huge stomach what she couldn't see over. "We should get another sonogram-y thing to tell us" I say while nodding my head. She gently hits me on the shoulder and I kiss her.
"You should be getting ready for school, I'll have a fun day here again." She says while smiling. "Come on go out with me at Nozu" I pleaded her. We hadn't had a date for a while. Well are last one was 7 months ago when the baby was made.
"I'm not allowed raw fish" She reminded me. I sighed. What are pregnant people allowed to do." What about go to that really fancy restaurant I took you too, with that delicious cheese cake" I said. I know she wouldn't say no to that it was just to good.
"Fine but we're only having dessert." Yes finally, an agreement. And that dinner would have filled me up to have the dessert anyway.
"Yay" I said going into the bathroom to have a shower. The last 7 months has finally paid off, I get to spend time with my girl.
No one had seen Jade for a while. Well except Cat and Joseph. She was hiding in her little two bedroom flat. Joseph left around 2 months ago though. Cat sometimes stayed with her sleeping on the couch incase something happened to Jade. She stopped going to school 2 months ago aswell as she didn't want to see Joseph.
Jade's POV
I wake up after a long night of watching sad chick flicks. Dont ask why, I just felt like it. But my stupid boy kept me laughing through most of them till he finally let me cry and eat my peanut buttered corn dog without anything bad happening.
I look at my clock. I reads 07:30. Its to early to get up. I don't go to school and it's not like I have Joseph with me is it. I stay in bed talking to him. I have to think of a name for him soon but I still prefer to call him my little guy at the moment. It seems to real to give him a name, but then again this is real, I have the huge bump to prove that but still.
I slowly get up and walk to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror, god I look awful. I never thought I looked that bad, I hope my boy appreciates what I have been through.
I went into the shower and let the hot water touch my skin what felt so good. After I had done I put on my dressing gown and went to my couch and laid down. "Hey little guy. You shouldnt hear me, but I'm lonely so I want to know how you are." I said softly to my huge stomach. I patted it and laughed at my stupidness.
I pulled myself up a bit more and started thinking of names. The doctor told me it was a boy so what boys names are there in the world. I got out my phone and text Cat.
To Cat
Wots a gud bys name?
I put to tried to text properly. I waited a few minutes but then it just got so long and I slide down on my comfy couch and closed my eyes and drifted of to sleep
I looked around and saw a little toddler running up to me. He had bright blue eyes and dark brown, almost black curls in his hair reminding me of Joe. I shook that thought out my head and looked at this beautiful boy. "Hey little boy you alright?" I ask him smiling.
"Yes of course momma I was playing with Cat" He said. What the hell, I'm not his mom. I look at him and shook my head. He ran out to the other room.
"Where are you..." I woke up not hearing his name. I wrapped one arm round my ever-growing bump and I grabbed my phone.
From Cat
Charlie?
I looked at it then my bump. I don't think that would suit my boy.
To Cat
No nother 1
I replied. I waited covered in thoughts.
From Cat
Gary?
Oh god Cat that's so old fashioned.
To Cat
Really? U no me better than that!
I got up and opened the fridge. There was nothing in there, so I went to the freezer and all that was left in there was a cardboard box. So I put on some cloths what are very tight as I don't really go out. I walked over to my car and got in. I started driving to the grocery store.
I slowly got in and grabbed a basket. I waddled over to the fridge area and got 5 packets of cheese strings and a couple of other bits and brought everything to get scanned when I was getting strange looks from people. "Yes, Im pregnant and still a teenager, deal with it" I shouted at them. I walked out the store and saw a person I really wished I didn't. Just keep walking Jade just keep walking.
"Jade" Joseph spat at me. "Still with my little boy while ruining both your lives, think of him, you'll be a terrible mother" He said walking in to the shop.
I looked at him and rushed into my car. Is it true? Will I be a terrible mom? I shook it out and rode home. I looked at my phone once I was in and Cat had replied, so I put everything where its ment to go but left some cheese strings and peanut butter. Everything goes with PB. I looked on my phone again.
From Cat
Robbie?
Yes that was perfect. My little Robbie.
To Cat
THANKS SO MUCH
I said smiling. He has a name finally. Eight months without a name and he finally got one. Robbie.