Disclaimer- I don't own Death note! Wow that's so original huh? ;P

So this is my first story so be nice but I wouldn't mind you telling me what is bad and so on… Read and enjoy (if it is possible)!

Chapter 1 ¨Prologue¨

Sami´s P.O.V

I felt myself beginning to wake up and noticed that I couldn't move. My arms were tightly tied behind me and I had trouble breathing. `Why am I here ', I thought. I knew I was in a trunk of a car but I didn't know how. My head ached, and worst of all, I had no memories! I do not know how I knew that this was a car without having any memories but I did somehow. I could hear mumbling male voices but it was hard to make out what they said because of the appallingly high engine! I tried to be as quiet as possible in order to hear what they said. I bounced against the car and it hurt quite much. We had stayed.

"We shore got a good one this time don't you think so?"

"Yes, I'm shore she will please Mr. Walter very much…"

"She has really nice eyes. They looked so green, like emeralds! I would like to have a go with her myself!"

"You wouldn't dare! You know what he would do to you if he caught you! We have strict orders so you better follow them! Bring a red head in the age around 5-10 that's what he said!"

"I suppose…"

"We should get going again. The girl will be awakening soon and he doesn't like to be kept waiting."

"Your right. Let's get going then!"

I heard the engine began to roar again and I felt the panic growing while I bounced uncomfortably in the trunk. There were two different men so much I could determine. But why did they want me and what were they talked about? My heart might as well have popped out of my chest right there and then! A few minutes later, who unfortunately had felt like an eternity, I heard the engine slow down again. We stayed but this time I heard the men come around the car. I had to take a quick decision. I tried to look like I was still in deep sleep which I think worked out pretty good.

"Hey look she's still asleep!"

"We just have to carry her then I guess."

I felt his strong arms lifting me up, but I did not dare to open my eyes yet to see where I was! I could hear that we were on a path because the men often broke sticks as they walked and it kind of gave it away amongst other things. We were probably in a forest somewhere. But why were we in a forest?

I heard that we went into a house and was overwhelmed of the smell that came over me. It was strong and sour. I was thrown on a soft thing, a sofa or a bed I guess. Footsteps approached and I could feel that I was watched. "Welcome, gentlemen. Took your good time. Is this the girl you picked out for this week?" "We need to eat too. We are human after all. Yes, this is the girl. Red hair precisely as you wanted, pretty don´t you think?" "She'll do. I'll inspect her. Leave us and Yvonne will give you your payment outside. ´I heard how the two men who brought me here left the room and shortly after, the screeching of a door that was closed.´ "I know you're awake. Your breathing deceives you. "

I opened my eyes slowly and had to blink many times to be able to see in the overwhelming bright light. He stood in front of me and was tall and had a composition who said `power'. His entire being radiated power. It was like she was bewitched and could not stop staring. He had black hair and dark eyes. He was handsome, not because I would know I'm only 6.I think. I could not find a single wrong on his face. Was this perfection I saw? "Why am I here? What do you want me?" I asked. I tried to sound strong and brave but failed when my voice cracked in the middle. It was humiliating to be weak and something told me that if you showed this man a weakness he could take your very soul.

"You are this week's theme. Red haired girls. You have been taken here because I own a so-called secret operation where I kidnap young girls and take of them all clothes and put them up on display so that other powerful men can have a look at them. IF they pay me money so they can get to do different sexual things with you depending on how much money they give me, of course. ´He smiled a dazzling smile and I felt my body became rigid and then limp as spaghetti. I could not understand everything and not quite what he meant but I knew it wasn't good.

"I do not quite understand ... I don´t think I know what you want of me."

"You will soon understand. It will be a true experience especially with such a cute girl as you. "

"Alright, but can you tell me who I am?'I felt like I had a great burden weighing on me when I asked.

"Who you are?" He gave me a weird look.

"I don´t remember anything ..." Big hot tears dripped down my cheeks at my sweater.

"Hmm ... I cannot say who you are, unfortunately little girl but soon it will not matter."

"I understand ..." My eyes were wet and my tears had darkened my vision but I could see that he was staring at me with his big, black eyes. It was like his eyes said it all. `You're nothing '.

An elderly lady had been taking care of me and was now leading me through the long, dark corridors that seemed to never end but had infinitely many different doors. I had to take a hot shower and I got a pretty, pale green dress that was cut like a fairy at the bottom. Finally we stopped at a door. The old lady had not uttered a word, but it didn´t matter to me. I didn´t feel like to have a conversation with someone. I do not know if it was old experience or just knowledge but I somehow knew what would happen. It will not be fun ... The old one pushed me into a room and then quickly closed the door behind her. I heard that someone turned the key and then it was quiet. It felt like waiting for one's own death. Not fun.

I looked around me and noticed that the room was quite small. Gray wallpaper and a brown dull floor. A single thing was in the room, a rather uncomfortable looking bed. Everything felt wrong and empty as if I had become exhausted of all emotions.

They came after me that night. Woke me up from my sleep and took me to a terrible place that I will never forget. I wished that I could lose my memory again because no one and most of all me wants to remember what happened that night. I do not think I've ever cried so much. But how would I know, I had no memory of it anyway. When the tears ran out, I was just an empty shell of a long ago forgotten person.

The day after it all happened they had taken me to a dark blue car with dark windows. I do not know if it was the one I had come here with and I saw no reason to even ask. They dropped me off in a secluded alley where I sat for several days. I couldn´t move myself, even if I wanted to, it was like my ability to think clearly had been taken away from me during THAT time. I will never, ever be able to tell anyone. It's too hard. When I was near death from starvation and lack of water I was saved by a beautiful angel. It was in any case what I had imagined when she had appeared in the alley and took me to her house. She was the first person who gave me what I really wanted.

Emma gave me a home.

I'm Sorry if this was really bad but this is my first fanfic and I think that BB is going to show up in chapter two or three! Looking forward to it! XD