I do not own twilight! Stephanie Meyer does.. (:
Quil's POV
It was another typical day in La Push no vampires… Again, it was starting to get kind of boring around here. There was a new girl in school, and she already liked some of the guys in the pack. Including me, she didn't know how dangerous we are and I tried to tell her that.
FLASH BACK
We were sitting down for lunch, Jake, Paul, Embry, and me. Ashley came up to me in short little jean shorts, and a tank top that showed off she curves, and made her normally small boobs look big. Normally no one would wear this kind of an outfit on a normal day but it was 75 degrees out.
"Hey." She said sliding her finger along my shoulder. I shivered at her cold touch. She sat down next to me and started talking. "There is a party Saturday… You guys in?" everyone sat silent for a minuet so I answered.
"You don't want to hang around us.. If you did you would constantly be in danger…" I didn't tell her why and she didn't seem to care. She got up and bent over put her hands on my chest very lightly, put her mouth right next to my ear and said.
"I like danger." and walked away.
END OF FLASH BACK.
I thought she was really pretty, but she would throw her self at any hot guy she saw. I was running patrol with Jake and Seth today, and we were on the way to Sam's house; he called a meeting. When we reached Sam's house we all pulled our shorts on and walked inside. Inside the rest of the pack was sitting around the table and some in the living room. Emily was no where to be found but I heard her voice talking to someone.
"Now that you are all hear.." Sam began, "We all know what Bella Swan wants.. And we can't stop them, but if they do.. It will mean a big fight. No not a fight, but an all out war." Sam spat the word. I watched as pain shoot across his face. I new what he was thinking. Of destroying Bella and her husband. He would kill her leach with great pleasure.. But it would take a lot of force on him to kill Bella. Even if she was a leach. Just then I heard Emily walk in. I turned around and saw her with a little girl on her hip with her face on Emily's shoulders. From what I could tell the girl looked really little about two and a half maybe three. She was really skinny, and had long dark brown hair that hung about three inches past her shoulder blades.
"Hey everyone." Emily waved from inside the kitchen. Sam got up from his chair and Emily set the little girl down on the floor to let her walk around. She had on a pink poke-a-doted dress that hung down to her knees and some black leggings under neither. As I looked at her face, something inside of me changed. I felt no love for anyone else, not loyalty for anyone else. I belonged to her, and I would never belong to anyone else. Her dark brown eyes stared into mine for what felt like hours, but was only about a minute.
"Quil," Sam said through his teeth. "I'd like to see you outside." Just as he said that the little girl walked over to me and put her small hands on my knees. I was about to pick her up when someone came and took her away from me. I only wanted to protected her from any harm that would ever come to her. I knew I would gladly die for her without hesitation. I heard her start to cry I stood up trying to ignore the pain it caused me to walk away form her. When I got outside Sam's face was softer.
"I'm not going to be mad because I understand what it's like." He said with soft eyes. "But, you cannot tell her a thing until she said that she loves you, when she knows somewhat what love is. So about 15. I would wait longer but the tension really builds when your stuck 16 forever so I'll let you decide and hope that you'll make the right choice." I nodded and agreed. "So.. You want to go meet you imprint?" I grinned. And nodded. "She's three, she's Emily's niece. And Her names Claire." I walked with Sam back in the house everyone looked at me and Sam. "I guess we have another imprintee." Sam said and looked and Claire. When Claire saw me she stopped crying instantly. She walked over to me and I pulled her on to my lap.
"whats yowr name?" She asked. I smiled at her
"I'm Quil, and your name is?" I asked still smiling.
"I'm Claire and I'm a big gurl." She responded giving me a dead serious look. Everyone busted out laughing, and when she realized everyone was watching, her she looked up at me with big eyes and then tucked her head into my chest. And after a minuet everyone stopped and she looked up again and her cheeks were a bright pink color. I chuckled. Emily looked at the clock that read 9:45
"Come on Claire, time to go to bed." She chuckled and then said. "You have now put it off for and hour and a half."
"noooooo!" She whined. But then looked over at Emily and gave her a devilish smile, she knew exactly what she was doing. I laughed at her and then stood up taking her with me.
"Where does she sleep?" I asked. Emily looked at me and the pointed down the hall way.
"In the guest bedroom." She paused "All of her things are in there, just tuck her in and I'll be in, in a minute." She smiled at me. I took Claire and brought her in the room. She had clothes laid on the bed for bed time. I lifted the little dress and leggings off of her and then slipped on the little princes night gown on her. She went and laid down in the bed, I pulled the covers over her and tucked her in.
"Goodnight Claire." I said and bent over and kissed her on the cheek that was still pink.
"Goud night Qwil." She said and turned over. I turned the night light on and got up and shut the door halfway. Emily came up to me and gave me a hug.
"Thanks, and congratulations." She said.
"Anytime, and thank you, if you need anything.. Call me, anytime." She nodded and walked down the hallway with a glass of water for Claire. When I walked out everyone had left except for Sam.
"Congratulations." He said and smiled. Sam was not a bad guy once you got to know him.
"Thanks." I repeated "I'm going back to my house, I am so damn tired!" Sam nodded and then walked back to where Emily was..
4 YEARS LATER.
The past four years flu by without me even noticing. Claire was now seven and in second grade. Well, today was her last day of second grade. Which made me sad. After this summer she would be in intermediate school. She was turning eight on July 14th. Her life was flying by her, and I still phased everyday to go sleep outside Claire's house every night. I would do this until she reached 20, so that we would age together.
"Quil?" She asked me as I pulled into the parking lot of the school.
"Yeah Claire-Bear?" She paused and then turned her hand for the door.
"Never mind." She muttered. This annoyed me. I hated when she did this kind of thing.
"Claire. What is it?" I asked again. She paused and then Smiled.
"I was wondering if you would walk me to my first class?" She paused again and then continued. "No one believes that you and I are friends…" She looked up at me. I smiled back at her.
"Oh chores I would walk you to your class." I said. I got out of the car and walked around to where Claire got out. I took her hand as we walked in. She lead me to a bunch of hooks where she explained that she put her bag on. Never letting go of her hand she pulled me into her class room. The teacher came in and looked at me.
"Hello." She said and gave a smile. "I'm Mrs. Reed." She said. "Are you Claire's older brother?" She looked down and her.
"I'm Quil," I said shaking her hand. "No, I'm just a really close family friend, I've known Claire since she was three." I returned her smile.
"Oh, well in that case, you can stay if you want too?" I looked down at Claire she had a grin on her face and hopeful eyes.
"Yeah, if that's okay?" I asked.
"Absolutely! We always welcome family. And it seems like you can Claire are really close." I smiled. She told me to pull a chair up next to Claire's desk. She introduced me to the class and then took attendance. About two hours later I noticed everyone started looking at the clock. I understood why, because about 5 minuets later she told the class to go outside for recess. The whole time Claire went and played on the monkey bars with some other girls. I stood there and watched in case Claire feel. She went to a single bar flipped herself on it. I stared in shock as she did that, I almost had a panic attack watching her. Her hair almost hung down to the ground when she was on the low bar. The day went by very fast. She was smart, and I knew that but, I didn't know how smart she was until today. She asked if could down to First Beach. The weather today was a nice 85 today, which was rare. So Claire requested we go cliff diving. Which I was a little told her no and she begged me so I told we go on the lowest cliff, and she agreed. What she did not know was that the lowest cliff was a 10 foot drop. So I jumped with her and she screamed on the ways down. After we sat on the beach and talked.
4 YEARS LATER
Claire was not the little girl I remembered anymore, she started pushing everyone away and just wanted to be alone. I was the only one she let talk to her. She just kept saying she wanted to stay a little kid and never get older. Sometimes at night when I stayed outside of her house she would cry herself to sleep. It pained me to hear her cry because when she hurt so did I. She started to get better and stopped pushing everyone in, which her family thought it was because I had a break through with her or something. But the truth was; I didn't even know why she was back to normal. But I had my own theory; her mom just had another baby and everyone was focused on the baby and they were pushing Claire away. I never really paid attention to the baby and that's why Claire let me in and left everyone out. Me and Claire were walking on the beach when she asked me out of the blue.
"Quil?" I stopped and sat on a bench pulling her with me.
"Yeah Claire?" She waited but continued
"Will you tell me something, you have to tell me okay? No mater what." I was confused.
"I will tell you anything." I answered her. She looked at her feet and blushed. Her long hair covering her face.
"What is sex?" She asked so quietly I could barley hear her right. Anything but that! I said in my mind. I avoided her question and asked two of my own.
"Why would you ask that, And what do you think it is?" She looked back up to my eyes.
"We had to watch a video for school about becoming a woman…and…." and She blushed again and looked down to the ground.
"And…?" I asked I really didn't want to think of Claire watching a video about that.. But I remember the same thing when I was her age.
"and it talked about sex." I hated hearing her virgin mouth say that word. "And I was the only girl who knew nothing about it.." That was a sigh of relief. I was glad she didn't know what it was. I didn't want her too know what it was for another two years at least.
"I'll make you a deal.." I said. She started to protest saying I promised. So I told her. I could not, not do what she asked me. I hated telling her, because it embarrassed the hell out of her after I told her. It was quite for a few minuets and then she asked.
"Quil…. Have you ever?" She didn't finish. I knew what she was saying. I never wanted her to tell her this. I had.. The night before I imprinted on her.
"Yes…." I said. "But I was stupid and I was to young." I paused. "Your going to promise me something." I looked at her and she nodded her head. "Your going to wait until you know it's the guy you will be with for the rest of your life. Okay?" She looked up at me and then said,
"Sure, sure." I laughed at her. "What?" she asked.
"Your never going to hang around Jake again. Okay?" She laughed to and said.
"Never!" and then She chuckled, I was glade things were not awkward between us now.
3 YEARS LATER
Me and Claire were shopping in Port Angels today we went out to eat and then went to shop. Claire said she had to go to the bathroom and would be back in a minute. About 3 minutes later and said.
"Quil… I need 25 cents." Why 25? Why not a dollar.
"Why Claire?" I said pulling out my wallet and giving her a quarter.
"I don't think you want to know…"
"Claire common." I said.
"Fine," she siad smiling at me. "I need a tampon. Happy? Bet you didn't want to hear that she said laughing as she walked back to the bath room. I didn't want to hear that.. But I guess I did ask. It hurt me to know that the little girl I once took care of and helped use the bathroom once or twice could get pregnant. I shook the thought out of my head. Claire was way to small to even hold a child in her stomach. I could then see Claire seven or eight years from now holding our child in her arms… I shook the thought away she was only 14. When she came back out she took my hand and pulled me to the check out. We went to eat at a bar and grill, which was really good food. On our way home she asked me to pull over for a minute.
"Quil," she said quietly.
"Yes Claire-Bear?"
"I love you." I smiled
"I love you too, always have." She shook her head.
"No Quil.." She took her seat belt off and climbed over so she was sitting on my lap. "I'm in love with you." She said. She moved her face closer to mine and slowly pressed her lips to mine. They were soft and warm. I kissed her back, for a minute. Then I felt wrong, like I was kissing my little sister but not in a brotherly way. It grossed me out she was only 14. I lifted Claire of my lap, she started to protest. I just started the car and put the radio on. The song "bed rock" came on when we pulled on to her road. I went to turn in but she stopped my hand.
"I like this song." She said and started to sing along with it. I turned the radio off when we pulled into the drive way.
"This song is not for your virgin ears to hear." I said through my teeth. She got out and I rolled down the widow. She looked through the window and said.
"How do you if I'm a virgin? Furth more, why do you even care? You don't care about me, so why do you come around all the time?" She yelled at me and then stormed into her house. The virgin thing cut into my heart like a rusted knife, it stayed there until she said "Why do you even care? You don't care about me, so why do you come around all the time?" that made the knife go down all the way cutting slowly. It hurt like hell to know that she thought I didn't care about her. It hurt even more to know that she might not be a virgin. She never did talk about guys with me. The only thing she told me was that she had a lot of guy "friends" that she hung out with often. I didn't even want to think about her with a guy. I got out of the car, and walked up into her house her parents were gone for the weekend and asked me to keep an eye on her. I walked in and saw her on the couch crying. If I only let her listen to the fucking song I would not be in this situation! It was just a song! God I'm dumb!
"I'm…Sooooo sorry Claire." I said. She looked up at me and then looked down. "I don't want you to ever think I don't care about you.. EVER AGAIN. I care more then you'll even know. Don't forget that!" I put my finger under her chin to make her look at me. I put my arm around her and pulled her up on to my lap. She had to only be like 100 and 3 pounds. I looked into her eyes. I bent down and put my lips to hers and I kissed her, her lips shaped around mine. That's when I thought of something. I pulled away.
"Claire….?" She looked up at me.
"Yeah?" She asked.
"Are you really not a virgin?" I mumbled. She looked down and I saw her cheeks her flaming red.
"Yes.." She said. Anger rocked through me, I began to shake. And then she looked up at me confused.
"Oh.. Wait. I didn't hear you right… Yes as in I'm still a virgin." I felt cool relief wash through me. She stood up
"I'm going to wash my face off." She said as she went stood in front of me I noticed something I'd never noticed until now. She had curves and boobs that weren't there last year. She turned around and ran to the bathroom. When she came out she had a green tank top on and short girl boxers on that were black and covered a total of five inches from her hip to her thigh. She came up and sat on my lap to kiss me again. She was no longer like a little sister to me anymore, she was now like a girlfriend to me now.
*Authors note* I'm sorry I had to rush through her younger years, I didn't have much to say about them.. Haha. But I hoped you liked it! It took me FOREVER! I will add on to this! So bare with me! (: Thanks for reading! Please review!