Chapter 1

A/N Okay so I am redoing this story, and going a slightly different way to tell the story. Sorry and bare with me. It's been years since I've written anything and I'm trying to get back into and write this story as well as pick back up some of my previously abandoned stories on my old accounts I have since lost passwords and no long use the email they are under. Now onto the story.

Hello my name is Lily Evans Potter or at least that's what most of the wizarding world thinks. My real name is Lily Snape and this is my story.

For now all I will say is that I have two husbands, it's a long complicated story that we will get into later. My first husband that I married in a very hush hush manner when we were just a month or so short of turning 17 is Severus Tobias Corvus Snape. My second husband, whom I am currently living with and I have no real love for is James Hardwin Potter.

Now just to be clear, Severus does know about James. But no way does James now that I am married to Severus. James and/or I will die before he ever finds out that little bit of information. And before you go feeling bad for James let me inform you he is an arrogant arse of a man who thinks the world revolves around him and only him.

My story the story of how I got to where I am now: here living in Godric's Hallow, married to two men, with a newborn baby, that only I know for sure who the father is, trying to figure out a spell or even a potion to protect said child and myself, Or maybe even fake our deaths. Well is really began in third year at Hogwarts shortly after Severus' mother Eileen died.

November of 3rd year

It was a day like any other day, or so that's how it started out.

I woke up in the girls 3rd year dormitory, in gryffindor tower. It was a Thursday so almost the weekend but not quite yet. I met Sev in the entrance hall as I do most mornings before breakfast. He always walks me to my table before heading over to his own. We don't really interact much, there's not usually much to tell at this point in the day. But everyday he walks me to my table anyhow.

Severus always sits with Avery, oh how i hate that boy. But he's Sev's "friend" so i don't let it show. Sev and I both know why he must pretend to like those fools.

As always I sat next to Remus and Alice. Later we would be joined by Black and Potter. And with them always come Mary. Mary follows Potter around everywhere. And Potter is obsessed with me. I hate Potter. Potter and Black however always run into the great hall, all dishevled like they just jumped out of bed and threw crap on, about 10 minuets before breakfast is over and we all have to be getting to class. I know Mary gets up in plenty of time, but she spends so much time doing her hair to try and impress Potter. I don't know why she ever bothers.

Anyways it was a morning like any other morning, we ate, the idiots ran in, mail came, we all left and headed toward class.

I did notice that Severus got a letter, which was unusual as his mother had already sent her weekly letter on Monday. But nothing crazy abnormal there. I'm sure she just had news of one sort or another, that he would most likely share with me later.

Sev and I met back out in the entrance hall after we were done eating.

"What's your mom say?" I asked Sev referring to the letter still in his hand.

"Oh, It's actually not from my mom, It's from father though I haven't opened yet."

"Oh" This was more then likely NOT a good this. His father Tobias Snape was not a nice man. Pureblood wife and son abusing muggleborn hating deatheater that he is. He was a wealthy man that loved to belittle others, mainly his son, to build himself up.

He shrugged, "I'll read it later, come on we have to get to Transfiguration."