Hello everyone this is my first serious fic; I received a challenge from a
friend and fell in love with the plot. It's a spin off of the Severitus
challenge. I don't any of the characters they are the genus J. K. Rowling.
I hope you enjoy.
Chapter 1
Severus was in the best mood he had been in weeks. Every thing was wonderful he had made it so he and his lover could be together forever. It was early December and Severus was planning on asking Sirius, his lover, to merry him on New Years Eve. Sev had gotten he and Sirius teaching jobs at Hogwarts. This way they could be together all the time. It would be perfect.
Sev unlocked the door to his apartment to the smell of warm Pizza, Sirius' favorite food "Hey Siri I'm home" Sev called out.
Sirius was sitting on the couch eating what looked like his sixth piece of pizza. "Hey Babe. What are you so happy about? Last I saw you, you were throwing up everything you had eaten in the past month. I've never seen any one throw up that much before in my life." Sirius said in the middle of a slice.
"Well," Sev said through a smile as he sauntered over to the sofa, "I just got us some jobs." Sev kissed him tenderly on the lips.
"Jobs?" Kiss "What kind of jobs?" Sirius asked between kisses.
Severus couldn't answer his question because Sirius had his mouth firmly pressed against his own mouth. When Sirius started unbuttoning Sev's shirt he snapped back to reality. He pushed Sirius away. He really needed to get some work done tonight, and if he continued the way they were headed He wouldn't even be able to walk properly tomorrow.
Sirius was panting.
Severus was try to regain his composher, "I got us jobs working for Dumbledore next school year working as teaches. Me in Potions and you in Defense Against the Dark Arts."
Sirius smile turned in to a frown. " How could you get us jobs with out asking me first. I love my job. I worked for years to become an Arour. Now you just want me to Quit."
"I didn't think of it like th.."
"that's right you didn't think. If you had thought you would have known that I would rather die than give up my job. I've wanted to be an Arour ever sense I was a little kid. How could you just assume things about me, like what I want to do with my career.
"I Just thought that you would like to teach."
"Well you were wrong. Let me guess the next thing you do is going to do, is tell me what I can eat, than what I can where, than who my friends can be."
" If you don't want the job I'll tell Dumbled..,"
" and make me look bad. What's going to happen next year. We'll never see each other. You'll be at school all the time under the watch of the death eaters kids. Will we ever get to see each other? No." Sirius storms out of the room and in to the bedroom. He comes out carrying a suitcase.
"Where are you going? You can't leave. I need you." Severus cried.
" I need to think. I'm leaving for James's. don't even think about contacting me. Good bye Severus." Sirius left with one final slam of the door,
Severus couldn't understand what had just happened. He was so devastated he went to the only place he could think of Lucius. In fifteen he had the love of his life in his arms and lost him. He hoped that it wasn't over. Severus thought he wouldn't have the will power to continue to spy if he didn't have Sirius. He wouldn't be able to do it.
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two weeks later
Severus walked in to the apartment that he shared with Sirius. He hadn't talked or written to Sirius in the two weeks he spent with Lucius. The fight they had was so stupid but it was all his fault. That was the conclusion. And he was going to tell Sirius that and hope to god that he would be forgiven. With all the Death Eater meetings going on he didn't have the strength to continue this facade that he hated the maraudes with his heart and soul, if he didn't have Sirius to apologize to after every meeting. Severus walked in to the bedroom. He looked around and all of Sirius cloths were off the floor. He ran into the closet. All of Sirius cloths were gone.
'This cant happen he couldn't have left me.' Tears were streaming down Severus face he ran into the spare bedroom. Nothing was there. He ran into the kitchen. Then it happened he found the note.
Dear Severus,
I can't stand the heartache any longer. Someone in side our small circle of friends is spying for Voldemort. We all know it's you. I love you too much to tell the ministry. But we have to protect Lily and James. You know that they are at the top of Voldemort Hit list. Yet you never told them. We found out yesterday through one of Dumbledore's spies. You lied to us. and I trusted you. Never expect me to talk willingly to ever again. It's over. Never contact me again.
You have my pity,
Sirius Black.
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Two more weeks later. January 3
Severus had slipped in to depression. And he was continuing to be sick. Lucius suggested that he seek medical help. Lucius didn't know about Sirius. All he knew was that Severus was getting sicker and sinking farther in to depression. Severus finally took his advice and went to a doctor by the name of William Hobbs. He was a half blood wizard who saw most of the death eaters secretly, in exchange for the safety of his family He unlike many of the other doctors like him was a firm supporter of Dumbledore and never released any information about Dumbledore's spies.
Dr. Hobbs took some blood to run tests. And left Severus to hi thoughts.
Flash Back
Severus was tenderly kissing his spent lover. Today was their sixth anniversary. And Severus had just been of the receiving end of the best sex he had in his life.
"Severus?"
"Hum?" Severus mumbled kissing Sirius neck.
"Have you ever wanted to get married and have kids?"
Severus stopped his teasing and propped himself up on his elbows, "well not really I have every thing I've always wanted right here in my arms. I have you. The Man I love right here in my arms. I couldn't imagine why you would want more."
Sirius was just smiling sadly. "I've always wanted to have a child. A child of my very own to care for, I want to hear the sweet sound of a child calling me Papa."
"Maybe. May.." Severus was now screaming in pain. He was being summoned.
"Mr. Snape?"
"Mr. Snape?
End Flash Back
"Mr. Snape"
"What?" Severus snapped back to reality.
" I got your tests back and it appears that you do indeed have something physically wrong with you. I just have one Question for you." Dr. Hobbs said gently.
"What's the question?"
"Are you by a chance Homosexual?"
Severus was a bit taken aback. "Yes, actually. I am."
"well at least now I know this wasn't some messed up potions experiment."
"What are you talking about?" Severus said getting rather annoyed.
"Severus this is going to come as a bit of a shock. Severus your Pregnant."
Severus was shocked. "What?!"
"Here let me show you." He gently pushed Severus into a reclining position. He pushed up Severus' shirt and muttered a spell. Right above his abdomen a purple bubble appeared in side was a tiny fetus. Severus could hardly believe what he was seeing this was his baby, his and Sirius little baby. He was going to be a father. He couldn't even imagine what he was going to do with a baby; he was death eater how was he going to protect this little miracle.
"The baby is due on September 4. It was conceived on November 28, if you don't know who the other Father I can perform a simple spell to tell you." Dr. Hobbs told him gently.
"No, that's not necessary. I know who the Father is." Severus said looking at the small child that was currently growing inside him. 'I got pregnant on our anniversary. If only Sirius could know.'
Severus was given a few books on Male Pregnancy; he was referred to a specialist and was sent on his way. When he got home he called Dumbledore through fire.
"What is it Severus you weren't called again were you? He's never called you two days in a row." The old wizard asked worriedly.
"No it's not about Voldemort. I have some news."
"What is it then?"
"I'm Pregnant. I know it's not the best of times for this, but I can't help but be excited. I lost everything when I lost Sirius, but now I'm going to have his baby my baby. I'll get a reason to live again, a reason to fight. It's due on September 4. I get to have the family that I never got have."
"Listen this is bad. You have to go in to hiding now. Pack all the things that you need, then get over here as fast as you can. Damn it Severus you are my best spy. Then you go and get yourself pregnant. You made yourself useless to the light. Get over here as fast as you can and don't tell any one where your going." Dumbledore was furious. His best spy was pregnant damn it. What was he going to do about this? Merlin, He didn't need this right now.
Chapter 1
Severus was in the best mood he had been in weeks. Every thing was wonderful he had made it so he and his lover could be together forever. It was early December and Severus was planning on asking Sirius, his lover, to merry him on New Years Eve. Sev had gotten he and Sirius teaching jobs at Hogwarts. This way they could be together all the time. It would be perfect.
Sev unlocked the door to his apartment to the smell of warm Pizza, Sirius' favorite food "Hey Siri I'm home" Sev called out.
Sirius was sitting on the couch eating what looked like his sixth piece of pizza. "Hey Babe. What are you so happy about? Last I saw you, you were throwing up everything you had eaten in the past month. I've never seen any one throw up that much before in my life." Sirius said in the middle of a slice.
"Well," Sev said through a smile as he sauntered over to the sofa, "I just got us some jobs." Sev kissed him tenderly on the lips.
"Jobs?" Kiss "What kind of jobs?" Sirius asked between kisses.
Severus couldn't answer his question because Sirius had his mouth firmly pressed against his own mouth. When Sirius started unbuttoning Sev's shirt he snapped back to reality. He pushed Sirius away. He really needed to get some work done tonight, and if he continued the way they were headed He wouldn't even be able to walk properly tomorrow.
Sirius was panting.
Severus was try to regain his composher, "I got us jobs working for Dumbledore next school year working as teaches. Me in Potions and you in Defense Against the Dark Arts."
Sirius smile turned in to a frown. " How could you get us jobs with out asking me first. I love my job. I worked for years to become an Arour. Now you just want me to Quit."
"I didn't think of it like th.."
"that's right you didn't think. If you had thought you would have known that I would rather die than give up my job. I've wanted to be an Arour ever sense I was a little kid. How could you just assume things about me, like what I want to do with my career.
"I Just thought that you would like to teach."
"Well you were wrong. Let me guess the next thing you do is going to do, is tell me what I can eat, than what I can where, than who my friends can be."
" If you don't want the job I'll tell Dumbled..,"
" and make me look bad. What's going to happen next year. We'll never see each other. You'll be at school all the time under the watch of the death eaters kids. Will we ever get to see each other? No." Sirius storms out of the room and in to the bedroom. He comes out carrying a suitcase.
"Where are you going? You can't leave. I need you." Severus cried.
" I need to think. I'm leaving for James's. don't even think about contacting me. Good bye Severus." Sirius left with one final slam of the door,
Severus couldn't understand what had just happened. He was so devastated he went to the only place he could think of Lucius. In fifteen he had the love of his life in his arms and lost him. He hoped that it wasn't over. Severus thought he wouldn't have the will power to continue to spy if he didn't have Sirius. He wouldn't be able to do it.
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two weeks later
Severus walked in to the apartment that he shared with Sirius. He hadn't talked or written to Sirius in the two weeks he spent with Lucius. The fight they had was so stupid but it was all his fault. That was the conclusion. And he was going to tell Sirius that and hope to god that he would be forgiven. With all the Death Eater meetings going on he didn't have the strength to continue this facade that he hated the maraudes with his heart and soul, if he didn't have Sirius to apologize to after every meeting. Severus walked in to the bedroom. He looked around and all of Sirius cloths were off the floor. He ran into the closet. All of Sirius cloths were gone.
'This cant happen he couldn't have left me.' Tears were streaming down Severus face he ran into the spare bedroom. Nothing was there. He ran into the kitchen. Then it happened he found the note.
Dear Severus,
I can't stand the heartache any longer. Someone in side our small circle of friends is spying for Voldemort. We all know it's you. I love you too much to tell the ministry. But we have to protect Lily and James. You know that they are at the top of Voldemort Hit list. Yet you never told them. We found out yesterday through one of Dumbledore's spies. You lied to us. and I trusted you. Never expect me to talk willingly to ever again. It's over. Never contact me again.
You have my pity,
Sirius Black.
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Two more weeks later. January 3
Severus had slipped in to depression. And he was continuing to be sick. Lucius suggested that he seek medical help. Lucius didn't know about Sirius. All he knew was that Severus was getting sicker and sinking farther in to depression. Severus finally took his advice and went to a doctor by the name of William Hobbs. He was a half blood wizard who saw most of the death eaters secretly, in exchange for the safety of his family He unlike many of the other doctors like him was a firm supporter of Dumbledore and never released any information about Dumbledore's spies.
Dr. Hobbs took some blood to run tests. And left Severus to hi thoughts.
Flash Back
Severus was tenderly kissing his spent lover. Today was their sixth anniversary. And Severus had just been of the receiving end of the best sex he had in his life.
"Severus?"
"Hum?" Severus mumbled kissing Sirius neck.
"Have you ever wanted to get married and have kids?"
Severus stopped his teasing and propped himself up on his elbows, "well not really I have every thing I've always wanted right here in my arms. I have you. The Man I love right here in my arms. I couldn't imagine why you would want more."
Sirius was just smiling sadly. "I've always wanted to have a child. A child of my very own to care for, I want to hear the sweet sound of a child calling me Papa."
"Maybe. May.." Severus was now screaming in pain. He was being summoned.
"Mr. Snape?"
"Mr. Snape?
End Flash Back
"Mr. Snape"
"What?" Severus snapped back to reality.
" I got your tests back and it appears that you do indeed have something physically wrong with you. I just have one Question for you." Dr. Hobbs said gently.
"What's the question?"
"Are you by a chance Homosexual?"
Severus was a bit taken aback. "Yes, actually. I am."
"well at least now I know this wasn't some messed up potions experiment."
"What are you talking about?" Severus said getting rather annoyed.
"Severus this is going to come as a bit of a shock. Severus your Pregnant."
Severus was shocked. "What?!"
"Here let me show you." He gently pushed Severus into a reclining position. He pushed up Severus' shirt and muttered a spell. Right above his abdomen a purple bubble appeared in side was a tiny fetus. Severus could hardly believe what he was seeing this was his baby, his and Sirius little baby. He was going to be a father. He couldn't even imagine what he was going to do with a baby; he was death eater how was he going to protect this little miracle.
"The baby is due on September 4. It was conceived on November 28, if you don't know who the other Father I can perform a simple spell to tell you." Dr. Hobbs told him gently.
"No, that's not necessary. I know who the Father is." Severus said looking at the small child that was currently growing inside him. 'I got pregnant on our anniversary. If only Sirius could know.'
Severus was given a few books on Male Pregnancy; he was referred to a specialist and was sent on his way. When he got home he called Dumbledore through fire.
"What is it Severus you weren't called again were you? He's never called you two days in a row." The old wizard asked worriedly.
"No it's not about Voldemort. I have some news."
"What is it then?"
"I'm Pregnant. I know it's not the best of times for this, but I can't help but be excited. I lost everything when I lost Sirius, but now I'm going to have his baby my baby. I'll get a reason to live again, a reason to fight. It's due on September 4. I get to have the family that I never got have."
"Listen this is bad. You have to go in to hiding now. Pack all the things that you need, then get over here as fast as you can. Damn it Severus you are my best spy. Then you go and get yourself pregnant. You made yourself useless to the light. Get over here as fast as you can and don't tell any one where your going." Dumbledore was furious. His best spy was pregnant damn it. What was he going to do about this? Merlin, He didn't need this right now.