Bonsoir mes amis! Thanks for reading!! - tgis is a little drabble I came up with to help the creative juices get flowing flowing for the next "Jay's Version of (Insert Song Name Here)" (Which will now be known as JVS), which only African Titan knows what it is!
(Now, doesn't that make you feel special African Titan?) -! I'm sure you ALL know what this is about sooo... on with the drabble!
Thx to all awsome reviwers! cough hint hint cough
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN CLASS OF THE TITANS!! No need for the coppers! (LOL African Titan) Hey they use that word on Heartbeat... (Don't own that either..)
Loosen Up.
That's what she said. Loosen Up. Can you belive it? O.K. sometimes... I come off as uptight, mabye even paranoid.but I can't help it! Look, it's not easy being the Leader of anything, let alone a team that has to save the world from some phsyco power hungry manic who happens to have the power of time! On top of all that, guess who is completely powerless? You guessed it, me. No "Amazing Strentgh" or "Amazing Brains" or even "Amazing good luck" for that matter. Just me... and to save the world... I don't think that's enough. Sure, they tell me that I'm a great leader, a good motivator, the glue, but that's not completely true... I may be the descendant of Jason, but I'll never be as good as him, he's alot to live up to you know? A great leader would put aside his feelings, and what am I doing now? I've tried to do my best but sometimes... it's hard to keep everyting bottled up... and it's not true. I'm not the glue, THEY are.. they keep me together more than they'll ever know.
It's not just that...mabye...mabye this has been one of the best things that's happened to me... without it... I... I never would have met my amzing friends, or know who I truly am. But through this, I've also learned my worst fear... failing. To simply fail a test, or to fail my friends... I... that would be worse than an eternity in Taurtaurus. You see, THAT's the reason I'm uptight, if ANYTHING ever happenned to one of my friends... Hera told me that the fate of the world was in my hands... that's alot to put on a 16 year old's shoulders... who already has low enough self esteem and doesn't need any more "baggage". If that wasn't enough, she also mentioned the fact that the fate of my friends, is also in my hands. Again, if anything happened to them...
So I'm sitting here, half listening to Theresa telling me about how much I'm paranoid, I realize that I HAVE failed my friends, but not the way I thought I would. Glue needs to be re-applied and I now know that instead of worrying over Cronus' next move I should worry over my friends' next move to be sure THEY'RE O.k. I owe them that much... and just mabye.. spending alittle more time with them is how I should do it... and listen to what they are saying about me...Like now... Theresa just stated that I'm way to engrossed in my work, and have barely any time for homework let alone her and soon I'll be so deep, I'll cut myself off completley and only answer her with thing like "That's nice Theresa..." I can tell she's really upset.. even if she doesn't look it. SO you know what I answered her?
Loosen Up.
It was SUPPOSSED to be a drabble, but it turned into a one-shot! Well. d'ya like it? Absolutly hate it and want to rip it up and tear it to shreds? (I wouldn't reccommend that however, because unless your Herry CPU screens are hard to rip...) Please tell me! Again, THX for reading! I do, however sincerly apologize for spelling errors!!